>>4613> it's just that I'm still looking for a main thesis that is not going for the obvious...and you've been saying this forever, too.
It's funny you are making the lawnmower analogy here, because it fits you perfectly.
Obviously there's a lot of speculation going on here, but every post of yours is essentially the same, which will, with the information you are providing, of course lead to speculation.
And since we can't look into each other's heads, I can only work from this lackluster information you are giving me, and what I am seeing is someone who is, for a lack of a better term, just fucking around. If you don't want people to get this impression, provide necessary additional information.
Then again,
>I don't write this thesis for anybody than myself, it won't be published etcSo it's just a hobby project, and if you are not going to publish it, why even tell anyone in the first place? It's clear you want someone to acknowledge what you are doing. Sadly the only person doing that is one who will question everything you do because, as mentioned before, with the information you are sharing, the picture one gets of you is that of a way too cerebral, undecided procrastinator who isn't able to move forward because of his countless "ideas" and "questions", which functionally makes you the same as a pothead sitting on his couch the whole day, and yes, that triggers me.