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 No.18420 SYSTEMKONTRA [Last 50 Posts]

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Funny edition
Recent >>17883

 No.18421 KONTRA

>18418

Opinions don't need sources. The proof, however: no ornaments.

>18419


Mine is more momunental and hence comes closer to what archecture is about in the more common sense of architecture :^)

 No.18422 KONTRA

I'm sorting and checking things in my room because I will probably move closer into the city asap is my goal and that's a good reason for inspecting my belongings. I tried to get books lying around back into the shelve but by now they don't fit anymore.
Besides getting a new shelve I thinking about giving books away at these public book spots. Pretty sure I have books I cringe when looking at I wanted to get rid of the Charles Bukowski books parking in second row for a long time now. Better give them away to somebody who will want to read or need them

 No.18423 KONTRA

>>18421
You know that you can quote posts by clicking on the post number?
Unless you're a dumb phoneposter, in which case 99% fail nice ahben wir selten hier.

That said: "No ornaments" is not a proof. Plus, the cross itself is an ornament.

>>18422
You can give thos Buk books to me, you're obviously a cringy pleb who can't appreciate actual literature written by actual humans.

 No.18424 KONTRA

>>18422
All the cringe books are in second row already it seems. There also was a copy of Gaddfis green book :DDDD Should I keep it or make people going through the public book spot be amused or irritated?

 No.18425 KONTRA

>>18423
Considerably less ornaments then.

>You can give thos Buk books to me, you're obviously a cringy pleb who can't appreciate actual literature written by actual humans


You will quickly find out that Buk is very repetitive and wrote too much books der konnte die Tinte nicht halten, wie man so schön sagt and that you are not under the age 25 anymore. Buk is valuable to me only for the 20th century Americana in his books at this stage in my life.

 No.18426 KONTRA

Can't find the Bukowski books without moving the rest. I found 31 books to go to the book spot, apparently some have been waiting for a long time now to make this journey, I forgot about them.

 No.18427

>>18426
>Ugh, I am now so MATURE and have totally grown out of that dirty old man! He has sex and drinks, and because I am so EDUCATED I can tell there's nothing more to it, that's so ICKY and LOWBROW!

But speaking of book spots, my home village has one of those now, too, and unlike the ones in bigger places and cities I find it interesting to see what kind of books people give away. You know, how student cities always have a bunch of textbooks and such, and big cities usually have the most boring kind of *Spiegel* bestseller list stuff.
It makes me try to guess who it could have been who put this and that book there, who once had a bunch of christian books and now decided they don't need them anymore, and who tried to learn drawing manga.

 No.18428 KONTRA

>>18427
>lowbrow

That would not be the problem. Matter of fact, postwar literature in the West is the welcoming of lowbrowness.
As I said, Bukowski is nice for its Americana.

>usually have the most boring


Usually most books are boring in these spots, yes. The big cities or student towns might have some gems more frequently, though. I picked up Joyce's Dubliners from one of these carton boxes people place in front of their houses.

 No.18429

>>18427
Do you enjoy watching stupid self-destructive animals? Try TV-channels for zoophiles such as "Animal planet".

 No.18431

Back in B*rlin now, having a beer and a 7€ :( kebab, feeling kinda empty.
Got almost three months until uni starts again and nothing much planned for the time being. Makes me feel kinda anxious. Should probably find a job or sth else to do for the meantime.

 No.18432 KONTRA

>>18431
>Hello, I am vermin living in Berlin
I fucking knew it.

 No.18433

Spent most of yesterday just stacking stones and shoveling dirt. Today I did a lot of the same.
We ordered food and it was bad.
My mood was bad throughout the day.

Gonna start working tomorrow. Gotta get up early and take public transport at rush hour. Maybe I can do some reading if I can snag a seat. The routine will help massively I think. It'll be very good because I won't be at home most of the time in a hot room.

There was no bread home and nobody planned to go to the store so I just baked a loaf using the last of the flour we had. I am going to be honest with you it's fresh out of the oven but it feels way too hard when I knocked on it with my hand and feels a bit unappetizing.
Since there was no bread in the morning I just had a glass of milk instead.

Didn't type out the interview. I think I will just do it after work tomorrow. Some coffee and I will be fine and get to the bottom of it.

 No.18434

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31 books new to the stop, took one classic piece of literature home with me it was not the Homerian tales that could also be had.

>>18432
pic related

 No.18435

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>>18431
I'm waiting for your personal summery of the whole expat experience once German reality kicked in fully and you gained some distance to the last months of Asian exposure.

 No.18436 KONTRA

>>18432
Lurk more idiot

 No.18438

It's crazy just how loud crickets are.
These absolute CUNTS are sitting there, over ten meters away and whenever they stop for a second, I can feel the damage buzzing in my ear.

 No.18439

Ate some fatty stuff yesterday that blew right through my guts. Could only go to bed after 1 because of that and then it woke me up again after 3; I have slept 5 hours at most this night, yet I seem to have hit exactly the correct sleep phases because for a change I don't feel completely fucked up.
It was also hot and humid.

 No.18440

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Used panties dispenser

 No.18441

>>18440
What did you get?

 No.18442 KONTRA

>>18441
The child foot sweat fragrance for my silicone feet

 No.18444 KONTRA

>>18440
I'd a thousand times rather spend hours explaining Chinese "human rights abuses" than spending 5 minutes trying to get out of explaining this as a Japanese major 2bh.
(I'm not shocked really. If I were to be honest that seems really cheap. Like what, 10 Euros for a pantsu?)

 No.18445 KONTRA

>>18439
Sounds like you are getting OLD, bro.

While my gut was rather fine, I still did not made it to the 6 hour of sleep mark because of the humidity. And I woke up earlier in anticipationof the week I guess. I was rather rested anyway - thank dog for sleep masks, they really make for a better rested sleeping even with less hours.

 No.18446

>>18445
>sleeping mask
>in that weather
Man I wish I could do that

 No.18448 KONTRA

>>18446
Depends on the sleep mask. I read that people sweat a lot when wearing a sleep mask but I have fine that seems rather fine in that regard. It also has caverns so the material does not sit on top of the eyes but allows opening the eyes easily and comfortable. Only the head band could be better and less "invasive".

 No.18449

>>18448
Eh, I have no problem with light as my bedroom has actual shutters.
However, I sleep with plugs because I wake up from the slightest noise and I am not the first one to get up in the morning.

 No.18454

Woke up, worked out a bit, had breakfast and then I left for work but I was like 20 minutes late because Gmaps recommended the most retarded route in the history of navigation to the point where I could probably have made up a better one myself, I just asked it because one central tram line is not functioning properly but on the way home I followed my own thinking and got home a lot fucking faster so there's that.

Work was kind of bleak. No one I am relatively close to was there so like I just sit there and check pdfs all day. Lunch got like 25% more expensive.
Still don't know my hourly rate so I feel retarded.
Made a point of not reinstalling twitter or discord so I just scribbled down thoughts onto a piece of paper to keep the reflex in check but got bored of it fast even though I had an entire A4 page full.

I read a lot during my commute and also I spent some time online with friends when I got home. Worked out some more at home and I think tomorrow I will try to have a run again.
Also started writing the introductory part of the interview. It's going to be good.

But I'm tired as shit because I spent most of the time just watching anime at home after work which was a mistake. I'm confident that I will be able to tackle working alongside work. Especially if I can just read and keep myself sane.

 No.18471 KONTRA

Impromptu pullup challenge at the beach went well. I did 10 followed by another smaller number that I didn't count. The runner-up did 3. Good stuff.

 No.18477 KONTRA

Wörk, wörk, wörk, wörk. I was very tired. Got an email from the editor of the magazine asking me when am I going to send in the interview and I promised to do it by the end of the week. Wrote it down on a piece of paper: "Which one is my side job now anyway?"
Is Ernst a data entry person translating short stories and making literary interviews, or is he a translator and journalist doing interviews?

Writing the introduction right now. Gonna do the transcription tomorrow, send it for approval and then send it in ASAP. Got a publication date for the translation too. Won't see any money from this for months but damn I'm just happy it'll be out there for everyone to see.
Yeah, I wrote a page. I think it's almost becoming too much. Just need to tie the interview into the intro. They might just cut it. Idk.
It's a bit sardonic. Maybe too clever by half. True Budapester intellectual style.

Finally found out my hourly wage and I am satisfied. It's more than I expected.
I'm reading. I'm writing. I'm doing things. Not feeling happy but things are happening.

 No.18478

>>18477
Hey now, don't hide this on the bottom of the page.

 No.18482

I can barely formulate a sentence without heavy stuttering lately, I attribute it to heat. It’s getting hard to communicate, I hope everything is alright

 No.18483

Got stung by mosquitoes, once in each foot; left near the ankle and right on the "middle" toe.
And of course that shit is itching the most while trying to sleep.
Total mosquito death when? Why can't they die instead of bees?

 No.18485

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Have you noticed how people say 'I will get X' or 'I will grab X' instead of 'I will buy X'? First time I noticed it was when a consoomer friend said it in the nineties. 'ich hole mir das' ('i will get this') instead of saying he will buy it. I have noticed it more and more in adverts in recent years, but I don't think the phrase was originally coined by marketers. Either way, it's easy to see why an add would tell me to 'get' something instead of telling me to buy it. But the average person is seemingly too dumb to grasp the nature of the transaction that happens when they pay for their purchases. It's like they lack object permanence, but inverted. Instead of thinking that what is out of their field of vision is gone, they think what is out of their field of vision will always be there. Like the numbers in their bank account, for example.

I have colleagues like that. They spent all their money on bullshit. Stuff like water-heating water-carbonating kitchen-faucets with colored LEDs. Or waterproof smartphones that turn out to not be all that waterproof once you throw them in a bucket of water to test them.

Then, they complain about being poor. To save money, they buy pic related. A bowl of rice and lentils with some veggies would be much cheaper. But that is not possible, because a man needs his 'meat'.

I can smell the stench in the office when someone microwaves that garbage. They also drown it in Ketchup. Too mask the god-awful stomach-wrenching taste, I am sure. But then, why eat that in the first place?

I cannot keep on working with disgusting bydlo scum like that. I need a better job, even if it pays worse, or I will go insane.

>>18483
Because all kinds of vermin are more likely to survive. They have to be, or they would be driven to extinction. It will be a planet of the bedbugs, rats and roaches sooner than expected.

 No.18486 KONTRA

>>18485
Ich hätte jetzt *wirklich* Lust auf einen LKW.

Also, you might be happier if you didn't spend your time pondering retarded shit.

 No.18488 KONTRA

>>18485
>I cannot keep on working with disgusting bydlo scum like that
Elitism, on EC? Sad day.

 No.18490 KONTRA

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>>18485
> get […]
how about
> hat's […]?
squinting gen swissball

the problem you are trying to address is one of the reasons advertisement needs to be outlawed and punished. advertising never did any good for humanity; it's a parasitic concept draining our resources and time. it's literally lying for financial gain.

philosophically and historically speaking, the ability to share information is the greatest and most powerful ~tool humanity has at it's disposal. lying is a crime against humanity. advocating and enticing lying out of a lesser motivation (financial gain) should induce the desire to seppuku to off one's self to save face; done after bringing shame to the family or society within any reasonable human.

> I have colleagues like that.

the reason your colleagues fall for that isn't purely stupidity. It's because they're naive. they cannot fathom that our world is corrupted to the point of having large chunks of our society support crimes against humanity. they still believe/hope in this world. they are good-hearted people.

this humble one, outside of this elitism cosplay, actually believes that normalizing lying is one of the biggest problems humanity is currently facing.

 No.18492

>>18490
>normalizing lying is one of the biggest problems humanity is currently facing.
>currently
Humanity has lied for most of its history. The most famous lawbook in history actually has a specific commandment against lying because desert people are notoriously shifty, and that was ~3000 years ago.

 No.18493

>>18477
>Wörk, wörk, wörk, wörk.

>I'm doing things. Not feeling happy but things are happening.


Well if things are moving that bears potential for other things to happen.

Ngl, atm I like being dispensed by the subway every morning with countless of others, with our little commuter back packs on our backs standing on the escalator in the morning while my good mooded music is penetrating my ear. I only ever read on the weekend and on the morrning commute now

I still have some problems but cash won't be one as long as I work. When I moved thanks to increased cash I can take care of my rather idle social life.

 No.18494

>>18492
>because desert people are notoriously shifty
Ah yes, that's totally why. And not the lack of surviving writings of that era from elsewhere.

 No.18495 KONTRA

>>18492
> sand-niggers had a more just law ~3000 years ago compared to our modern version where telling the truth is a threat to "national security".
aren't you kinda proving my point?

 No.18496

>>18492
>desert people are notoriously shifty

 No.18497

>>18495
>aren't you kinda proving my point?
No, but you missed mine.

 No.18498

Work went by fine. Though I don't know if me just "putting down the shovel" the moment my work hours end instead of just lingering a but leaves a good impression or not.

Picked up a book on the way home. It's a Shestov-volume on Nietzsche and Dostoevsky. I read it in HS but I always wanted to own it because it was good. Almost done with the Aristotle volume.

Felt really good on the way home. Don't know why. Then after getting home my mood sunk to the lowest of despairs, slowly but surely as my inability to transcribe this thing and also because my mother keeps delivering me fucking lectures about money and work I DO NOT NEED I KNOW I NEED TO FIND A PERMANENT JOB STOP STRESSING ME OUT WITH THIS SHIT.
Tried to find a presumedly lost Xanax pill but I gave up because I wouldn't have had the courage to take it even if I found it. Checked the prices and apparently my friend wasn't lying that this shit when prescribed with a 90% state discount is the best bang-for-your-buck drug in the whole of Europe. Fucking thing's like 30 cents if you have an expert prescribe it. (But you GP can too!)

Couldn't resist it and I bought a cheap airsoft gun out of curiosity. No, I don't care. It's a toygun, if I can just fuck around with it for an afternoon it will be worth it.
I guess this paints a very bleak picture of where I am right now but I'm not going to attempt to end my own life.

But like you know what I started working on the interview actually, transcribed some of it and assembled like a quarter page of text and my heart is no longer pounding so hard and I only want to have a fit of crying a little bit.

 No.18499 KONTRA

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Something that has been pushing down on my soul for literal years is actually going to China because I am genuinely afraid of the commitment and I don't think I ever told this to anyone.
I'm a retarded picky eater (part of it is on me, the other part is that my stomach literally cannot handle a lot of things) who takes out there medication so traveling abroad with such a long commitment is kind of a hassle, but I guess if I just did my research I would not be so anxious over this actually.

Anyway, I got accepted to the MA programme apparently. I had 93 points and the minimum was 85.
I literally feel nothing.

 No.18501

>>18492
> desert people are notoriously shifty, and that was ~3000 years ago.

Honor and honesty are cognates in many Romance, Germanic and even Slavic languages. I have not checked all of them, but I suspect it might be all of them. That is not a coincidence. The concepts are connected. Lying is considered a dishonorable act. Deceit is considered a dishonorable act. To a certain extent, even breaking laws is considered a dishonorable act. We call such cultures 'cultures of law.'

Honor and honesty are unconnected concepts for goat fuckers. In Turkish, it's two completely different words.
That is typical for societies of herders. They tend to be organized into clans. They are not cultures of law, but cultures of honor. Laws have limited validity. The law is meaningful in key cities, at best. Their concept of honor is not connected to honesty at all, but to the potential for collective clan violence instead. This goes along with an external locus of control. More idiotic goat fuckers will unironically say stuff like "Wallah I had to steal this because the locker wasn't locked properly, it isn't my fault". "I swear I had to stab him, his brother insulted my cousin by shooting a water pistol at him, I am innocent."

This cultural difference was famously observed when comparing the southern United States, which were settled by Scots and Irish, to the Northern United States, which were settled by Anglo-Saxons. One experiment measured the reaction to random stranger insults in male college students. A student would be insulted by a stranger in a hallway on his way to the 'experiment'. Southerners typically reacted much more angrily. Their heart rates were elevated, they uttered wishes for violent retribution, in order to restore the integrity of their honor. Northerners tended to react coldly or even amused to a random stranger calling them names for seemingly no reason.

Southerners are, relatively speaking, the goat fuckers of the USA, and this might partially explain the relative poverty of the southern United States. Cultures of honor are not exactly beneficial to trade, because any member of a stronger clan can fuck anyone over for whatever reason, without repercussions, and it's not even frowned upon. Trade is best limited to trading partners who are blood relatives.

Almends shared between clans do not really exist. They are fought over and controlled by one clan at a time. This is why streets in goatfucker countries are always dirty, and shitting on streets is considered normal, while private living quarters are spotless and clean. It is also why clans fight over public pools. There was a women-only pool in Freiburg im Breisgau. Of course, it attracted the Burka-owls from Germany, Switzerland and Alsace like shit attracts flies. They started having barbecues on the lawn (an almend, to be destroyed without consequences), they drove all the white women out with their behavior, insults and threats of violence, then they started to fight for control over the pool (and fought over).

But there is hope. It only took the English from Edward Longshanks to the failed Jacobite rebellion to civilize the Scots.

 No.18502

>>18490
>that normalizing lying is one of the biggest problems humanity is currently facing

The left is in love with paradoxical plurals like 'truths', 'realities' and 'logics'. It also loves the term 'narratives'.

When truth is arbitrary and dependent on the observer, it does not exist. When truth does not exist, neither do lies, and you can't complain when right-wing populists lie in one go and tell three contradicting lies in one sentence or when adverts make false claims. It was real in their minds!

 No.18508

>>18499
I would have gotten crazily afraid of going abroad as well for my PhD if they had the actually money to support me and before I decided a 9-5 will actually be more beneficial for my sanity and well being. It is pretty normal, so don't stress out over this, perfectly fine to do so. I got so fucking nervous before job interviews and the actual job first weeks I could hardly sleep, because of the immense unknown.
You should do your research for the medication part and on your issues when it comes to chinese food. Picky eating "because look at that food ugh no" can be fought, the stomach issues not so much. You might only have that chance to use these, do the research.
Also what kind of job does your mom want to take you? You are going to do an MA so what does she imagine? Some side gig on the weekends? 4 hours in the evening? skipping lectures to do a shift in Wednesday in some retail shithouse or doordashing?

 No.18509 KONTRA

>>18502
>When truth is arbitrary and dependent on the observer

Truth being observer-dependant does not necessarily imply arbitrariness.

 No.18510 KONTRA

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>>18509
>still replying to the schizo troll
HAVE YOU LEARNED FUCKING NOTHING
Are you by chance the same idiotic imbecile that is replying to the anorectal violence schizo and whined about it on /meta/?

 No.18511

>>18509
Yes, it does. At least for ME! That is MY PERSONAL TRUTH! You can't argue against them, or are you a reactionary fascist

>>18510
> Only a mentally ill person could ever demand that truth is observer-independent.
> Reality is whatever someone can pull out of his ass, as long as we like it.
> As soon as we don't, it's all schizo and Nazi.

 No.18512

>>18511
Post-modernism is a mindset of bureaucratic slave: "Truth is whatever my professor/boss wants me to think".

Right wing populism is worse than far left schizery because you're not paid for that in academia. And our EC leftie is Homo economicus, maximizing his chances to earn his sweet 1500 euro.

 No.18513 KONTRA

>>18510
dat me. :/

>>18511
your malicious intent seeps through. your posts have the same vibe as a mass murderer/serial killer arguing against death penalty with arguments simply copied from others.
what i am trying to say: you are a notorious liar. you don't even believe in the arguments you bring forward; you just copy&pasted them. this might be because you just wanna be edgy and/or play the devil's advocate. prolly more likely, though, is, that you have pretty extreme narcism and actually believe truth is whatever you feel like saying. you certainly have extreme lack of empathy, which is why you cannot see how obvious your behaviour is to others. or you just wanna troll to bring up the post count to please ECKinsey

what even is the point in repeating the definition of a lie over and over? Sure, the proofability of some lies is hard, but that doesn't change them to "your" truth.
especially if we are not even talking about something concrete. it's just a waste of time replying to you. yepp, i wasted my time here… and yours, if you read it.

 No.18514

>>18513
> copied
> liar
> serial killer
> narcissist
Just look at all the stuff you pulled straight from your asshole here. I am fascinated and disgusted.

>>18512
>to earn his sweet 1500 euro.
If he earns that little, what is the point of it?

>"Truth is whatever my professor/boss wants me to think".

They can demand people pretend the rivers flow upwards. Some people will go along with it, and some idiots might even be dumb enough to believe it. They still won't make the rivers flow upwards. But it is certainly comforting to pathetic little people to be such good little underlings who eat all the shit and get rewarded for it.

 No.18517 KONTRA

>>18514
> Just look at all the stuff you pulled straight from your asshole here. I am fascinated
I'm glad I could please your anorectal fetish :^)

 No.18520

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>>18510
No, I am not.

>>18512
>maximizing his chances to earn his sweet 1500 euro

I have a sum printed on my paycheck that is considerably more and I pay taxes without being employed by the state on top of it. So I finance unemployed Ausländers, criminals and humanities graduate state servants that got jobs I did not while applying. And the best thing is: I don't care!

>Post-modernism is a mindset of bureaucratic slave: "Truth is whatever my professor/boss wants me to think".


You might want to read the sources instead of some forum post about Sokal's book.

>>18514
>If he earns that little, what is the point of it?

Exactly, I don't mind people saying fuck this shit I won't work for that. It's ok to complain about the shitty wage you get for the sweat inducing work you do in return and demand more.

 No.18521

>>18520
> You might want to read the sources
I have better things to do than to read fraudulent gibberish

 No.18522

>>18521
>judges something he never even made in object of inquiry
>thinks people having an interest in earning more money in an economy where the sum of money is an indicator of an individuals power to dispose is the archetype of the homo economicus model

lol

 No.18523

>>18522
> you need to read astrological books to judge astrology

 No.18524

>>18523

You should know the arguments at least, yes.

>>18521
You have already read a lot of gibberish, just add more to it. Looks like we have a chicken here.

 No.18526

>>18520
>And the best thing is: I don't care!
Why are you so proud of that?

 No.18527 KONTRA

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>>18524
Not interested. Go away.

 No.18528 KONTRA

>>18526
Because the argumentative power in my brain rules over bourgeois sentiments.

>>18527
Thank dog I did not went from door to door defending the 80/20 in dating when I was young. I hope you don't either. Ups.

 No.18529

>>18528
>80/20 in dating
Please don't tell me it means "80 percent of women go with 20% of the guys", because that would be a crass misunderstanding of the pareto principle. But then, anyone who isn't able to extract the core truths from the embellished pickup bullshit is an idiot anyway.

 No.18532

>>18529
Give me core truths, wise German.

 No.18533

>>18532
As if I could teach anything to a hot-blooded southern latin lover like you :3

 No.18534 KONTRA

I felt pretty depressed while going to work and also until about lunch. Then my mood slowly improved as the day went forward.

I wanted to buy a book online and they had a 2 + 1 sale where the third book's free and I felt lame for actually taking them up on the offer and putting two more books in my basket like it's as if I just acted like a sheep or something. I feel borderline scammed.
I got a Ficino volume, volume 1 of Márai's diaries from 1945 and also a collection of Guenon's essays on symbols and like, Ficino and Márai I wanted to read and if I can dip my toes in Guénon for free then all's well that ends well. Supposedly it's good.

Supposedly I fucked myself over a bit with the airsoft gun because the company delivering it is using some scummy czech dropbox system which apparently sucks massive dick but I didn't pay in advance, so worst thing that happens is that the fuckers just take it back if I can't get it open because their mandatory app sucks.
Jesus I just noticed how many things require an app.
I pay 50HUF a bottle at the store and if I want it back I need to lug the bottles to a machine where they read my freshly generated app QR-code and take back the bottles and send the money to my bank account. Why is this so fucking complicated?

Anyway, got home, took a short nap, lazed around a bit and now I'm almost done with the interview. I am gonna wrap it up and then send it over tomorrow to the interviewee for review and then to the editor so I can finally get this thing off my back. Journalism would be a lot easier if it was my main job and I didn't do it in like the last two hours of the day.
Well, it's finished now. Wasn't that hard. It's 5 pages actually. Gonna get some good money I think once it comes out. (20 euros)

>>18508
MA classes are in the evening so doing something in 4 hours wouldn't be the end of the world or 2-3 times 8 hours a day, the issue is that nobody is hiring like that in this hellhole by the looks.
"Have you tried the post office Ernst?"
Idk what she expects me to work or how she imagines it. The point is that she's just sick of giving me money. Which is understandable.
But like, I'm going to have an awful lot of MA classes which are still just modern mandarin training like classes for interpreter training and technical reading so like, that's going to take up a lot more fucking time than the BA classes I think.

Honestly, I'm pessimistic about the whole MA thing any my ability to finish it at all. I am afraid that I will drop out and I will be the shame of the department. (Nobody will remember me in a year so whatever.)

 No.18536 KONTRA

>>18532
Before asking such question you always have to ask yourself first if that person is your professor and/or boss.

 No.18537 KONTRA

>>18534
>nobody is hiring like that in this hellhole by the looks

You should try applying for some time before making such a statement. Depending on what job you apply for and how you apply is both a considerable factor in how that judgement will turn out and how successfull you will be.

> I'm pessimistic about the whole MA thing any my ability to finish it at all.


Bro, an MA is like a BA, it's just more of the same and people might expect a bit more from you. But you have enough excellent grades in the BA to get through the MA and meet that expectations.

I can tell you that doing an MA makes a difference to just doing an BA, you will know more and be more experienced - way more but this also correlates with just getting older and sorting the things you read differently as when you were younger.

You can take a jerb and earn money and then you MA takes longer because you can't take all the classes that are mandatoryin time. I assume that is no problem in Hungary just like you can do this in Germany. Many people do it, most people I know in my MA were having some sort of job and took longer than the two years that are bureaucratically set.

That said, doing something that is close to the field you want to go into later on is always so much better than just doing things like retail, post office, flipping burgers or waitressing. Not that these jobs won't give you any experience but you might have a difficukt time selling that experience as relevant when you apply for jobs in the field you want to go into after university. If you want to stay in university it does not matter anyway. I had jobs in university, I had contacts and in the end it did not matter for what I wanted to do academically and hardly for what I do now I guess. But knowing the office life a little bit from university is better than knowing nothing about it.

 No.18538 KONTRA

>>18537
addendum: why is nobody hiring for short amounts of time in Hungary? In Germany this is super popular: tax wise it is cheaper for the business to have students or single mums or whoever not able or willing working full time doing these "small" jobs than hiring somebody to do it full time. Do students not work the typical student jobs in Hungary?

 No.18540

>>18534
My, aren't you a little drama queen?
Myriads of students managed to finish their studies even with side jobs. Are you less talented, smart and diligent than them?
People managed to do their PhD while having kids, some of which I know personally.
You suffer now to have it better later (Note: This can be a total lie), so take any jobs that brings money, and if it's assistant stamp licker at the post office or flipping signs (no idea if they have that in Hungary).
Or you try to get a factory job for during semester breaks; that's a popular thing in Germany - you basically don't work during the semester because you have 8 hours of uni every day, but you work during the semester breaks.
I must admit, I was lucky enough to get jobs within our institutes, although of course they pay not even half of what I would have earned in a factory. And it's a fucking factory assembly line job, so if you have two hands that aren't both a left hand they have no reason to not take you.

 No.18541

>>18534
>I wanted to buy a book online and they had a 2 + 1 sale where the third book's free and I felt lame for actually taking them up on the offer and putting two more books in my basket like it's as if I just acted like a sheep or something. I feel borderline scammed.
Such deals are good when you buy something you actually want. If you bought something you didn't want, you are indeed a sucker. Learn from it and don't do it again.

>>18540
> People managed
People managed to climb Mt. Everest. Why not derive advice from that?

 No.18542 KONTRA

>>18541
>People managed to climb Mt. Everest. Why not derive advice from that?
HURRRRRRR

 No.18544

>>18540
He usually does this data entry job in the semester break(s) afaik. Not sure who well that pays.

I heard Mercedes and such is good pay at the assembly line. In fact, I overheard two young men in the subway lately where one was proudly announcing the other he would go to teh Daimler assembly line and you can't really spent cash so he will make a lot in those weeks. Some of his friends do the same.

 No.18545

I wonder how people with children can afford holidays. Last time I booked a cheap hotel, it was 100€ a night. Times 14, that's 1400€. Times 4, 5600€. Plus 8 flights, 7600€. Plus what you spent there. You need food, at least. Let's low-ball it at 20€ per meal, only 2 meals a day, that is an additional 2*4*14*20€, which comes in at 2240€. 9840€ for two weeks of holiday. Who has that kind of money?

 No.18546 KONTRA

>>18545
Maybe stop being poor and make more money. That's just one monthly net-income. Whiny loser.

 No.18547 KONTRA

>>18545
a) your calculation is icky
b) people did and do save every free penny to go on holiday once a year
c) cost of life used to be not as high when you were young

 No.18548

>>18545
Consider the following:

Airbnb / rent a Ferienhaus
cheaper hotels
kids don't pay same price as adults in hotels, small kids sleep with side bed that is for free and sometimes kids are even free I think
flights within Europe are way cheaper, to and from Italy can be 50€ if you plan and buy well I guess.
not all people go to restaurants all the time
people don't go on holiday for two weeks but one

 No.18550 KONTRA

Stayed up a bit late to finish reading the last volume of the manga I was on and it kind of soured my mood for the first half of the day but chatting with friends helped. I went to work and it was fine. A hour after lunch we ran out of stuff to do so I was paid for the week and sent home.
Emotionally I feel really odd right now but I think it's actually good.

On a positive note: Now that I'm not reading any manga before bed, I can go back to reading actual books instead.

On my way home I bought a bag of chips and a tonic and also picked up a package, which was the airsoft pistol I ordered. It wasn't as much of a hassle as I anticipated based on the reviews of the app.
Took it home and had a lot of fun with it honestly. Just shooting at an empty milk carton.
It's surprisingly fun.
Apparently my mother wasn't angry with me for getting it at all.
Though I massively underestimated how little a hundred BBs is. Oh well. I'll just get some more next week.

Once it cooled down a but I went out and had a run for the first time in weeks and it was liberating.
Might go to a café to read. Though the place in the town I checked out had horrendous food prices. But now that I check another place has a pricing that's more suitable to my wallet.

>>18537
I will find something eventually honestly. Truth be told it was only a couple of places I looked so far and I didn't find much.
I'm coping that it's probably better to first know my usual class schedule and then find a job than the other way around.

>>18540
>My, aren't you a little drama queen?
I am not going to apologize for it.
You make it sound like I did nothing besides scratch my balls after I was done with my classes. Okay, it netted me little good, but still.

>>18541
Oh no I absolutely wanted those books. Especially the Márai volume.

>>18544
I'm doing it right now. The pay is competitive. I earn as much as my sister does at an office position during her summer job. (Then again, my mother pulled every string to negotiate a high wage for her.)
(Idk about her previous job where she worked at a beach food kiosk as a manager. Yeah, I think she's doing a lot better than me in general.)
Btw she could afford to go on a trip to Croatia with her friends so take the "how can people afford to travel" thing as you will.

Btw I don't think I have ever went on a 2-week holiday. Tops was like a week I think. Usually 3-4 days.

 No.18552

>>18550
>Airsoft gun
Huh, that came out of nowhere. Wouldn't have taken you for someone who has fun with such a thing.
But it's kinda c&a.

 No.18553

The salaryman is a truly tragic figure. Seeing those mechanical men in person, flooding the city morning and noon. Short sleeve white shirt, black pants, leather belt and shoes, neck straight, sometimes masked. They seat perfectly while taking the underground, legs and arms at a right angle. They look like an army of ghost.

 No.18554 KONTRA

>>18550
>I'm coping that it's probably better to first know my usual class schedule and then find a job than the other way around

Sounds good to me. That way you can be sure to integrate both into the week if you want to. Not a bad decision to me since you don't need money to support your immediate existence right now.

 No.18555 KONTRA

>>18553
> legs and arms at a right angle
90° angle?

 No.18556 KONTRA

>>18555
That is what a right angle usually means.

 No.18557

>>18556
Useless smartass, I can tell you have no idea what pic related even is, so shut up.

 No.18558 KONTRA

>>18556
I fucked your mom btw

 No.18559

>>18557
The tool you showed is used to check if a surface is even.
Or is there some joke I am not retarded enough to get?

 No.18560

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omnious blue collar signaling

 No.18561

Speaking to my peers (the drug addicted, the loose and the rotten), I come to realize I am the greatest mind this country has birthed in decades. It is my role to spread a form of knowledge, not of the truth, but something of greater dialectical importance - the connection between agriculture and modernity.

 No.18562 KONTRA

>>18560
>omnious

 No.18563

>>18559
It's not for checking whether a surface is even, but for checking whether two surfaces are square or for marking square angles.

 No.18569 KONTRA

>>18563
Talk about not knowing that a tool does. Dumb little basement dwelling nerd. Go get a job and work just a single day in your life.

 No.18573 KONTRA

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If Ernst were as good at crafting as he is at shit-talking we would live in futuristic, sturdy, optimally functional buildings.

Is Ernst the kind that likes to talk more about tools than actually use them?
you will never be a craftsman, nerdy looser!

 No.18575 KONTRA

>>18573
>looser
*sighhhhhh*

 No.18582 KONTRA

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>>18575
looooser

 No.18585 KONTRA

Ended up doing nothing. I just cleaned the pool, bought groceries and cleaned my room up a bit. Listened to music etc.

Did some research into a Buddhist text I want to read because of the manga's ending.
Asked a friend if he knows something like Ctext for Buddhist stuff because he has a degree in this shit and he was like "The fuck is Ctext???" but in the end he showed me a pretty cool Japanese database that looks fucking awesome. For your consideration, the Taisho Shinshu Daizokyo database: https://21dzk.l.u-tokyo.ac.jp/SAT/index_en.html

I don't know if in the morning I dreamed that my leg got a horrible cramp when I bent it. But the pain was unbearable for half a minute. Can't even remember which one it was and I didn't feel any "leftover" pain.

Buying the groceries was a bit taxing because it felt like nothing was going right for some reason.

Wanted to run but mom went to bed early and I'd have woken her up so that plan went down the drain.

>>18552
Been watching a lot of gun-history vids on youtube recently.
It's funny when something like this happens IRL and people are shocked/surprised that I know something about Linux/Anime/Tarot/Germanistik/USSR etc.

 No.18592

Work is over. Another 50+ hour week. Money is good, but tired. It recently came to my attention that my annual income is actually above the median for Buffalo. Seems weird. Because I feel poor. Guess most of the city is.

Screwed this post up twice, about to get a flood warning.

>>18561
I look forward to wherever this is going.

 No.18593 KONTRA

>>18592
> Screwed this post up twice
clear sign of overworked. 50+ hours is unproductive, because you start to make mistakes causing you to get less wörk done as if you would work <40h. Most scientific studies find peek productiveness at ~30h per week.

Exceptions are pure physical labor work, which should be done by robots anyway, where the only "real" problem is increased risk of accidents. It's hard to calculate the productiveness of a worker, who has been replaced because of injuries.

iirc, ~buffalo and ... how called again?... moving loads on/between trucks and warehouse? That is above median? Does your job cover health insurances? I would never work a physical job, if it doesn't cover the risks involved :/

 No.18594

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Did Ernst play(ed) GTA series? If not, why? It seems to be a very fundamental experience for men my age, slightly older and also younger.

 No.18595

>>18594
Only San Andreas

 No.18596

I strongly dislike being unable to not pass as weird. I’d like to at least pass as a normal guy. But it seems like l can’t.

 No.18597 KONTRA

>>18594
I played 3 a bit and also some of Vice City. The former was a terribly cut down pirated version and in the latter I gave up at the toy plane mission because the controls were ass on PC.
Never played SA because I always found the ghetto thugnigga aesthetic off-putting and I actually have this view that exposing so many kids to negro culture through this was actually tantamount to a crime against humanity for cultural reasons but that's just me being a schizo nazi again.

In retrospect, I think it's crude, distasteful and also just simply not a very good, in-depth franchise from a gameplay standpoint. You literally need to be a midwit or lower IQ to enjoy GTA imho.

 No.18598 KONTRA

>>18597
Btw I also played the demo of 1. It was okay.

 No.18599

>>18594
Played the Game Boy version of GTA.
Then Vice City from a cracked version I got from a friend.
Then San Andreas paid for with my own money.
Then 4 when it came out. Then I kind of lost interest.
Got 5 as a gift. Played through it once, hated most of it.
VC and SA are still fun.

 No.18604

>>18596
As always when you're dissatisfied with your external persona: Fake it till you make it.
Worked for me. Today I can pass as an outgoing people's man. Of course in rare cases the old, introvert, actually-having-been-called-weird Ernst still shines through, but that's unavoidable.

>>18597
See pic related

 No.18606

>>18596
You will grow older and learn to pass as normal and stay weird inside. But make sure it's the good weird that women also like pretty sure you are that kind of guy with your cultural products consumption and celestial succubus ex. Like nerdy but also socially sort of confident. The latter might only come with age and experience, for some it never happens, though.

 No.18607 KONTRA

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>>18597
You sound like you wear a Kneifer/Zwicker.

 No.18609

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Books and movies are art of the past. Future is writing programs for neuralink to translate experience directly into brain.

 No.18610

>>18597
It's interesting to see such a statement, because it made me think:

I am racist, but that's from my experiences in my life, though in the end I will judge an individual person by their merits and character and nothing else.
I was 16 when SA came out. Everyone understood the ghetto drama references, mainstream rap was at its peak. I really didn't mind playing a black dude because it was a story about ghetto gangbangers doing ghetto gangbanger things. Funny enough CJ wanted out and only because of his retarded nigger mindset brother he stayed in da hood. Anyhow, we also had the black sidekicks in Fast and the Furious, DMX played in films, some of which I enjoyed and probably would still enjoy were I to watch them again.
But you, having been conditioned all your sentient life and spending your formative years in the outer rims of the internet certainly led to a very different perspective. You talk exactly like a typical neo-puritan christian larping chud.
Have you ever even seem or smelled a black person irl? Have you ever seen one of the films San Andreas is referencing? Are you so americanized that you can't enjoy a piece of media if the characters don't look like you?

Then again, we all know you have a rather bad taste in games, so it's probably more connected to that fact.

 No.18611

>>18597
>You literally need to be a midwit or lower IQ to enjoy GTA imho.

Obviously. The target audience has always been the intellectually non-ambitious half of teenage boys, and men who never grew up. In the third Reich, there was the Hitler youth to beat sense into those idiots and turn them into productive members of society. Germany has profited from this for forty years. Now, we give the useless idiots what they want, and they remain useless idiots. What a surprise, but such is freedom.

In the greater context, it doesn't matter. We are doomed, either way.

 No.18612

>>18610
What are your merits?

 No.18613

>>18612
I bet he never threatened pregnant woman with a gun. In 2k24 that counts for something.

 No.18614 KONTRA

>>18610
Are you really saying I am americanized because I don't like hood aesthetics?
And no, I never listened to rap because I also dislike that, and I had the misfortune of seeing and smelling black people before. It's just not my fucking cup of tea.

Yeah, CJ doesn't want to do anything with the gang stuff so he spends the entire game partaking in it.
(And no, the downtrodden Eastern Euro aesthetic of 4 is not much better.)

 No.18615

>>18614
Like boohoo, I have not seen the movies it references and stuff.
It's not like I was any more into 3 or Vice city, I just happen to particularly don't like the milieu of SA.

 No.18616

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>>18615
>>18614
You sound mad.
Why do zoomers always get mad when they're reminded of having missed out on something?
Don't be mad, be glad :)

 No.18617 KONTRA

>>18613
>I bet he never threatened pregnant woman with a gun

Let's be real: he would if he could. Women deserve threatened with a gun so they know their place, just like black people. EC 2024 over and out.
Women and blacks are not his fucking cups of tea, hearing and smelling them (ever smelled a woman on her period, bro??) is a crime they should be charged for

 No.18618

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>>18615
> I have not seen the movies it references and stuff.

Culturally malnourished. We should test your IQ and find out if you are even allowed to play GTA.

 No.18619

>>18594
pretty much only multi player.
Mainly GTA 2 with its endless jump, if you circle hovered above destroyed cars, on LAN-Parties. Was the most fun gameplay of any GTA version to this date.
Idk which GTA, but when visiting a friend, we sometimes did some BMX racing and stunts in GTA. I played very little GTA5 as well. Was too much shooter, not enough racing/driving over civilians/destroying property. I played it on console and shooter suxx hard on console.

The storyline was always super lame and never interested me. The game wasn't fun enough for RPG aspects, where you have to develop the character to improve equipment and such. So I never bothered.

 No.18621

>>18593
>moving loads on/between trucks and warehouse? That is above median?
For the manager it is. Even though this is a solidly blue-collar town, I still expected our median income to be higher. Seems we need more tech jobs to bring up that average.
Health insurance is provided. Mostly. I have to pay a trivial amount each week.

>>18596
>I’d like to at least pass as a normal guy. But it seems like l can’t
Like the others said, mimic normal behavior and small talk. Ape their body-language. Eventually you'll slip it on and off like a suit. Doesn't matter how you feel, people only know what you show them.

 No.18622

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>>18597
>I always found the ghetto thugnigga aesthetic off-putting and I actually have this view that exposing so many kids to negro culture through this was actually tantamount to a crime against humanity for cultural reasons but that's just me being a schizo nazi again.
I would prefer my children to be gangbanging negros than weeb faggots who get emotional while playing some highschool roleplaying magic game. Any real follower of the might makes right doctrine would. Maybe it's just that being a central asian and not real aryan, you're predisposed to liking oriental kawaii~ garbage while great Aryan stories like San Andreas bounce off your underdeveloped skull.

San Andreas' is a very silly game with a nonsensical storyline, I don't much care for it personally

 No.18624

>>18622
>with a nonsensical storyline

Struggle is non-sensical? I hope your former worker buddies don't know how you talk!
Be careful what you say or some people will become a Menace 2 the Portuguese

 No.18625 KONTRA

>>18622
That hurt, man.

 No.18626

>>18625
I think I went overboard. You're alright.

>>18624
>Struggle is non-sensical?
In the game, yes. CJ suffers because he's retarded and possibly cursed with the inability to say "no" to any stupid plan he's presented.

 No.18627

>>18626
>CJ suffers because he's retarded and possibly cursed with the inability to say "no" to any stupid plan he's presented.
Why so racist?

 No.18628

>>18595
P.S. and this is how I became a sissy slave for BNWO (Black New World Order)

>>18617
Sober up and then write your post again

 No.18629

>>18627
>Why so racist?
Say that to my face, not online, see what happens.

 No.18630

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Jacked off. Texted the girl. Cleaned up my room (kinda, while listening to black gangsta rap btw)

How's your Sunday going, Ernst?

 No.18631 KONTRA

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Btw as for the "I have a bad taste in videogames" comment my only retort is that my taste is completely unremarkable in gaming. There's literally nothing controversial about it save for my dislike of GTA and Fifa (the latter of which is the result of my own inability to properly play it for some reason because of the player switching mechanic.)

 No.18632

>>18631
Let's not forget your chud jarpigs, lad.

 No.18633 KONTRA

Also: HOLY SHIT you're mad, son. You are literally behaving like a german.

 No.18634

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>>18625
The way you talk certainly does not hurt people.

>>18626
>CJ suffers because he's retarded and possibly cursed with the inability to say "no" to any stupid plan he's presented.

Excellent diagnosis, Mr. Ernesto Freudo! I may offer you a position in my clinic. You can bring your loco homies of course.

>>18630
>Texted the girl

That girl you met in the seminar before going to China?

>How's your Sunday going, Ernst?


Did sports, read Marx, prepped meal for work, cleaned kitchen and mobbed the floor I have the flat for myself then went for a walk. Sadly no girl to text. I evaded going to a freestyle session because I felt I was not good enough which of course is stupid and beginners are welcome and I have some skill level at this point when I compare myself to other people in class. So since next weekend I will be away the weekend after that I will go. It will be another possibility to do what I enjoy and be potentially social as well. I actually look forward to that tbh and was wondeirng if such a place does not exist - it does and I am glad as hell. I want to get better so I have to go there and on top of it it is the opportunity to meet people that love doing that as well it's lots of women there I guess, like always with most dances but that shall not be my primary motivation. Discovered a track that puts me in a very good mood.

 No.18635 KONTRA

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I wanted to ask on /meta/ if we can have trigger warnings for black/latinx content. White people get so aroused about it it makes me uncomfortable.

 No.18636

>>18634
>mobbed the floor
What did the floor do to you, you mean bully >:(

 No.18637 KONTRA

>>18636
kek, well that's for English not being my native language :DDD

 No.18639

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You're in the club and Louis Slottin slaps your gf's ass with the demon core.
wyd?

 No.18640 KONTRA

>>18639
> Louis Slottin
who?
> your gf
kek
> demon core
what?

 No.18641

>>18637
It's also spelled with "p" in German.

 No.18643 KONTRA

>>18641
True, I think I have not written or read that word in years, though. I may have never used that word in writing altogether now that I think about it.

 No.18644

>>18643
Yeah, it's something not used often in everyday speech

 No.18645 KONTRA

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>>18497
> but you missed mine.
your joke/point actually went over my head until i saw >>18496 kek

still,
> no,
this is delusional copium on your part.

 No.18646

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>>18645
>this is delusional copium on your part.
Uhm, no, honey. No, it really isn't. Your premise is already wrong, so there's not even a question if you have a point of not.
If I were to actually engage your days-late reply because you just *reaaaaaaally* need to have the last word we could talk about Meineid, Betrug, Falschaussage and many other laws that deal exactly with lying and not about whatever fantasy construct you constructed in your mind to support your "argument".
But then you would start to deflect and move goalposts, so I'll just leave it at that and go to bed.

 No.18649

I was in love with a woman that couldn’t love me despite her best efforts. She couldn’t love me because she loved another, her first love she met during her early teenage years. She still loved him fervently during our whole relationship, and it made me sick. She had soulmate between 14 and 18 and she lost him for reasons she could only allude to due to how much it hurt her. There’s some mourning that never really stop, I think she will never stop to love her first boyfriend, maybe that’s a stretch, but I doubt it. It’s painful to recent somebody for something such as love.

She tried to give me a bit of this eternal love, I believe she’d have liked to feel all of this again and to share it with me. But she couldn’t, I don’t even know if she saw me as who I was, she kept getting obnubilated by traits I shared with her first love. But I wasn’t him. I got mad I wasn’t me and started resenting him and myself.

You’ll probably think I am divagating.

 No.18650

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>>18649
Odd gal. I'd always shut down talk about ex-boyfriends when the topic came up. People here are catholic, so with minimal prodding they'll repress things instead of airing them.
You're telling me this was supposed to be some sort of greater than life romance, but it turns out it was just her nagging you that you're not like the feller who deflowered her? Good Lord, what a total scam. They don't make romances like they used to! 3/10 wouldn't yearn about

 No.18651 KONTRA

>>18649
I mean,
>she lost him for reasons she could only allude to due to how much it hurt her
you do understand how gay this all sounds? You put up with this? It was actually the greatest time of your life? Truly, we are lost.

 No.18652

>>18649
It's always the same with whores. They want an Alpha who fucks them good, and they call it "soulmate", lol. Lying piece of shit whores.

 No.18653

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>>18652
Do you also have something to share?

 No.18654

>>18650
Yea sorry for having ruined the image you had hehe

 No.18656

>>18653
Roughly the same story. The alluding to reasons. The crying about it years later. Her still being "friends" with her ex-ex, she still having his photo on her wall, her parents still having her picture on the wall, etc... felt crappy.

The reasons she alluded to were that he probably fucked other women because she had no libido when she was on the pill, and he probably gave her an STD.

Pretty crappy behaviour on her part to break up with me during a vacation, then cry her eyes out about it, tbh.

 No.18657 KONTRA

>>18651
Oh yea, I realized what I just wrote. Never asked anything about this. Didn’t have the guts to tell her to stop talking about. Thus I only knew allusions to this man.

 No.18658

I am starting to wonder if Swissball is just some kind of art performance.
A persona, created for imageboards, telling a story through short, semi-anonymous posts and the reactions of the unaware audience make it real.

 No.18659

>>18656
The Sexual revolution and its consequences...

 No.18660

>>18658
I’m a real person. But I play along with the collective image that has been derived from my posts, without resorting to lies. Isn’t that the case for everyone here that posts with a non-German ball?

 No.18661

>>18660
>Isn’t that the case for everyone here that posts with a non-German ball?
If all non-germans jump down the bridge, will you too?

 No.18662 KONTRA

>>18661
Imagine the fucking Lebensraum after that...

 No.18663

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There is no reason as to why I'm not the person writing the snide articles I read. I'm at least as smart as half of these people. Maybe it's time to write and send out articles in desperation.

 No.18664

>>18663
The solution is easy: Stop reading articles.

 No.18665

>>18664
I can't. I need to read articles on "Emotional Capitalism". I need to adopt the jargon, the mindset and the worldview. I'm a person who reads and my opinions are firmly within what is acceptable. I care deeply about varied causes. My writing is no longer the property of EC Kinsley, I'm braving my own path.

 No.18667

>>18665
>My writing is no longer the property of EC Kinsley, I'm braving my own path.
We are sad to hear that. Would you mind taking a minute to tell us why?
EcKinsey is always concerned about user experience. Remember: You, the lurker, are our priority. We hear you.

 No.18668

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>>18663
I just submitted an article for publication.
Really: Just do it. It's that simple. Your local journal is hungry for content to fill space.

 No.18669

Can't decide whether I should just do calisthenics outside as long as it's nice outside (free, nice air + sun, but I don't like it as much + can't do squats/deadlifts) or suck it up and join a gym right away (25€+ per month, can do all the exercises, but probably stuffy inside, not sure if I'd be disciplined enough to go regularly to make the most of it)

>>18634
>That girl you met in the seminar before going to China?
Das rite
Caught myself becoming obsessive about her again over the weekend since I was feeling lonely but it's better now

>>18649
>>18656
Good lord. How old were they?

>>18662
Lmao

 No.18671 KONTRA

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>>18660
> Isn’t that the case for everyone here that posts with a non-German ball?
I was thinking of using a unique proxyball to avatarfag as well. Then i remembered my retardness stands out enough, that it would be overkill.

 No.18672 KONTRA

>>18668
>Your local journal
Awful, just awful. I want to publish to somewhere ritzier, maybe I should just post it under an alias. Highly specific materials on the prospects of geopolitical developments in the Pridnestrovian Moldovan Republic in the following years.

 No.18673

>>18672
Why not make a blog?

 No.18674

>>18673
The trendy thing right now is to make a substack and shill that endlessly on twitter.

 No.18675 KONTRA

>>18669
>How old were they?
29. But she didn't really have a chance to ever be young. She had to care for her mother and grandmother and the family business from a very, very young age.

 No.18676

>>18673
It's all part of a greater plan, which I cannot disclose because the haters will shut it down. I got some free time between now and September and everyone is wrong about topics I have an autistic fascination with.

 No.18677 KONTRA

>>18675
Plus, she was bullied in high school and doesn't really have any friends, etc.

Still, the shit she did when we were together and the dream-prince-expectations she had are pretty fucking dumb and fucked-up for a 29 year old person, and I'm pretty dumb for trying to live up to them.

 No.18678 KONTRA

>>18676
It's actually simpler. With this turn towards serious academic work, I need something to show for my time spent studying eastern troubles. Previously, I was seeking knowledge in true and honest desire to learn more about the world, so it didn't matter if all the output ended up on EC. But not now, now I'm in actual education, so it's time to drop all of this and just try to score intelligentsia points. Is it really knowledge if you don't have someone approving it and putting your name to it?

 No.18679

>>18677
She's not an isolated case, if that's any comfort to you.
My ex was like that too. She thought the "perfect" relationship doesn't need any work, so the moment there was any work needed, she got disappointed and left.

 No.18680 KONTRA

>>18679
Welp. I wasn't great, either. What's happened happened and whatchagonnadoboutit.

 No.18682

ert

 No.18689

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>>18678
>turn towards serious academic work

 No.18692

>>18689
Hans Albers is best Albers. There's even a novelty song using voice samples of him taken from the movie "Große Freiheit Nr. 7"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNcb8mL_LAs

 No.18695

>>18692
I did not even know who the actors was.

1980s Hamburg must have been a cool experience. Though I hate the Reeperbahn with its drunk annoying masses (on weekends), not sure if it was better back then.

 No.18696

>>18695
Wait, are you the german or the russian? If the former, how can you now know Hans Albers?

 No.18697

>>18696
Consider all data points given in this post and tell me again who u think I am?

 No.18699

>>18697
I honestly can't tell.
On the one hand, I wouldn't expect the russian to have been in Hamburg.
On the other hand, anyone who has ever been to Hamburg, and especially the Reeperbahn, WILL know Hans Albers.
So something about that story doesn't add up, at all.

 No.18700

>>18699
> I wouldn't expect the russian to have been in Hamburg.

Exactly.

>On the other hand, anyone who has ever been to Hamburg, and especially the Reeperbahn, WILL know Hans Albers.


Now you know a person who doesn't and countless others exist as well. I have been to the Reeperbahn only involuntarily.

1980s Hamburg always makes me think of this
https://youtu.be/ruQOaZYMDos?si=aMzcSwgqOxvak_QY&t=325

 No.18701

>>18700
>Now you know a person who doesn't and countless others exist as well.
Yeah, but those are blind and deaf. It's literally impossible to visit the Reeperbahn (voluntary or unvoluntary is completely irrelevant for that btw) and not at least hear the name or see the face. Unless you were actually black-out drunk.
And as a german you should have also coma across him, and if only through cultural osmosis. Ok, maybe not as some hillbilly from southern bavaria or a Berliner.

 No.18702

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> gf problems
I've ended all my few relationships, because i found it annoying to deal with a constant nagging gf. i have a pretty low capacity in terms of social battery. a few days no social contact is normal and preferred. others would describe my preferred amount of social interactions as a depressive episode. one gf even alleged i would be spending time with others and would lie to her, when i didn't call for a single day. I explained how it actually was (lurked at home and didn't even bother to look at my phone...). She alleged the same thing a 2nd time, which was an instant deal breaker for me. if she can't believe me and can't trust in my words, why would she wanna be with me? she cryed and "mimimi, i didn't mean it like thaaat". Bitch, leave me alone already. I don't have any energy for your drama.

at some point i stopped trying. only some rare, loose encounters here and there.

>>18697
> and tell me again who u think I am?
Omskbird? the russian isn't as spamy and doesn't lurk that often; should be obvious.

*refreshes page*
damn, now i don't look like a smartass anymore.

 No.18703

>>18699
>anyone who has ever been to Hamburg, and especially the Reeperbahn, WILL know Hans Albers.
I doubt that. Even if they hear Auf der Reeperbahn, they might not necessarily get told who that song is by. And walking by or around the Albers-Platz also does not mean you understand who it was named after.
I bet you can also find a lot of younger people actually living in Hamburg who do not know who Hans Albers was.
t. Hamburgbernd

 No.18704 KONTRA

>>18703
>I bet you can also find a lot of younger people actually living in Hamburg who do not know who Hans Albers was.

Aber ganz bestimmt sogar.

>>18701
>visit the Reeperbahn (voluntary or unvoluntary)

I was at an Irish pub and Goldener Handschuh once years ago and then only ever brushed it more or less since it is St. Pauli, close to the Schanze etc. I've never visited any of the establishments where they play music for the drunk masses or offer sexual entertainment.

 No.18705

Every now and then I visit /int/, post something I find interesting and EVERY TIME it leads to fighting. Then I remember why I hardly come here, only to forget in a couple of months.

Rinse and repeat.

Well, see you fourth quarter, I guess.

 No.18706

>>18702
>the russian isn't as spamy and doesn't lurk that often; should be obvious.
The Russian is usually just me from office WiFi. Also I've been to Germany so theoretically I could have been to Hamburg if my uncle lived there and not in Nuremberg.

 No.18707

>>18706
Nothing to prevent anyone from visiting Hamburg, even without an uncle living here. Afaik there is law about that.

 No.18709 KONTRA

>>18705
Posts like yours surely will lead to less fighting, you self-important prick.
Breaking News: Nobody cares.

 No.18710 KONTRA

Submitted the article. I just hope the editor likes it. Went through it one last time and fixed the wording here and there. It should be good.

Spent some time watching random American and Japanese shit on discord. Learning a lot about Capitalist America. Was exposed to two episodes of "The Boys", S2, and I found the gore greatly off-putting and I know it was a critique of society and everything but just because it's a tool of critique, the fake-happy PR social media style was absolutely disgusting too. I didn't hate every moment of it, I just felt like the gore was a bit overdone and I guess I just look at media to escape mass media in a sense, not to confront its awfulness.

Fixed the tubing of the pool. Wasn't that hard when you got new tubes. I got bitten no less than 25 times by mosquitos in the process. All on my fucking feet like it looked like I got a fucking rash or something. They love lingering in the back of the garden. Not in the pool though.

Got a call that I will have to go to work tomorrow. The usual boss will be in. I wonder how much we will get to talk. She has that teacher aura. Well, considering she's originally a teacher by profession. Anyway.

I just can't bring myself to finish the last 10 pages of that Aristotle book. I don't know why. The book just shifts from my desk to the table to the ottoman and then to in front of the shelf but even if I do read something I just never finish it and it's irritating me to no end.

>>18678
>serious academic work
I would like to impart a piece of Eastern European wisdom to you about this:
The Gypsy's horse died just as it was about to get used to living without eating.

Or, as Kissinger said about academics: The fighting is vicious because the stakes are so low.

 No.18711

>>18707
Don't you know about the "Red Fish" Act from 1955? It prevents Russians from certain areas of Russia from entering Hamburg. It was an anti-communist law enacted in favor of CDU senator Hans-Jürgen Flaschbeck that curiously is still valid today.

 No.18713

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>>18703
God how I hate zoomers. Truly the worst generation.

 No.18714

>>18711
>Red Fish
subtle, I like it.

 No.18715

Bought a bike and a slutty black nightstand lamp through classifieds. Forgot the PIN for my bank card and my credit card was maxed out from Japan so I couldn't get cash at first for the bike but figured out a way in the end.
Got a t*nder date for wednesday. Kinda easy mode since the girl texted me first and we hit it off texting. A bit chubby but cute face and seems like we're into similar stuff so should make for some good conversations. Maybe what I need.
The uni girl hasn't texted back yet which has me lowkey pissed off. It is what it is.

 No.18716 KONTRA

>>18715
Oh yeah, and I passed a calisthenics spot and decided to do some exercises. The scene was kinda hilariously cliché since there were like ten buff black guys hanging out and just doing dips in turn and some lone skinny whiteboys doing weird-ass stretching or half-assed pullups. Was all friendly though.
Only managed 2-3 sets of dips, pullups and pistol squats but I hadn't really eaten much and only had coke zero to drink instead of water. Tried doing some handstands at the end but a while after I felt so nauseous I almost threw up.

 No.18719 KONTRA

>>18716
> calisthenics
wat?
> workout
oh.

 No.18723

>>18719
Do you not know the term "calisthenics" or what was the confusion here?

 No.18724 KONTRA

>>18723
>everyone has to know pseudo-greek vocabulary of white-as-milk gym-bro-dude-guys
Sexist, racist and eurocentric. White dudes for Kamala does not aprove of your post, shit-lib.

 No.18725

>>18723
I didn't it either. I thought of calligraphy at first when I read your post above. But I could deduct from the context it had something to do with working out.
So why not just call it workout? Is it something very special, or does it just make it sound more specialer?

 No.18726

>>18725
Not every workout is calisthenics, silly Ernst.

 No.18727

>>18726
why you explain you not to us what calisthenics are? You know it although too not, or?

 No.18728 KONTRA

>>18727
I am not even that Ernst who was talking about it, but a single five second google search would have answered your questions.
I don't spoonfeed.

Btw, learn english, you're embarrassing yourself in mutliple ways right now.

 No.18729

>>18728
Why can you not answer my question? Is that because you are the arrogant student?

 No.18730 KONTRA

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>>18729
Lurk moar

 No.18735

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>>18730
you fucking retard soy biatch boi. it is obvious, that our fellow Fetternst hasn't enough interest in this topic to use his own energy and time to look it up. It is also obvious, that this Fetternst values the interaction on our glorious elitism board, that he would be willing to read a well formulated and informative reply. Instead of honoring this, you subconsciously showcase your own retardness by claiming someone else is what you yourself are: a fucking retard, who talks like a fag.
Answering the question, honoring our glorious code of conduct, would have taken less time. Instead you took the time to insult; only showcasing your own subhuman tendencies. Yes, I am repeating myself. It is important you understand what kind of human trash you are.

You insult others in order to feel better about your own shitty life. You cling to a shitty shimmer of truth, which is that this is easily searchable, and build your own shitty card house of falsehoods, delusions and copium around it.
Am guilty as charged as well :3
hope i didn't overdo it with my insults; am feeling down myself and had to get off some steam :/

>>18727
>>18729
basically workout with only your own body weight focused on building up strength. Unlike rock lifting steroid junkies, the focus doesn't seem to be on outward appearing muscles, but instead on a healthy balance of muscle groups, even if they are not visible to the naked eye. Doesn't seem to include exercises regarding stamina.
only looked at images and headlines after a quick search and this is what i could gather

Also:
> You know it although too not, or?
had to chuckle.

 No.18736

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Which of you motherfuckers does not know what calisthenics is? You are either fat or gym bro retarded, there is no in-between and no excuse for this knowledge gap. Know your shit.

t. Calisthenician

Now that we have settled this stupid dispute, what's for dinner, mom?

I will dance and drill some moves, then prepare pasta with gorgonzola sauce (with olives). Also: office lunch needs to be prepared

 No.18737

>>18736
Everybody knows. Because it has been answered in the post right above yours.
But here have some of the attention you seem to desperately crave.

 No.18738 KONTRA

I'm making a CV. Horrible.

 No.18739

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>>18737
>Everybody knows. Because it has been answered in the post right above yours.

Thanks lad, I wouldn't have noticed otherwise.

 No.18740

>>18738
Don't make CV mistakes.

The letter of application is worse. I couldn't bring myself to lie and the lack of enthusiasm was probably a deal-breaker in many cases. I got accepted into two jobs and in both of them I was actually enthusiastic about doing that job.

 No.18741 KONTRA

>>18738
Just wait until you have to actually apply and present yourself like some harbor whore.
Got how I hate application letters.

 No.18743

The titles the /int/ mods are choosing are really getting more and more unfunny.
I bet it's a german mod.

 No.18744

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>>18743
Let me guess: you are >>18727


t. german

 No.18745

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>>18743
>He doesn't know what a calisthenicianista is
It seems you need to step up your calisthenication game, bro.

 No.18746 KONTRA

>>18744
>>18745
What makes you think I didn't understand the joke? I am just saying it's not funny.
Stupid /int/, be smarter!

 No.18749 KONTRA

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Looks like there will be enough work to do until the end of summer. Possibly even into september. Which is good because then I won't be poor as shit during university if I can't find a job that matches with my schedule.
The boss was in. She said that I "don't look much like a fresh Sinology graduate", I just "look normal".
Btw I'm just transcribing and censoring invoices. Peak gloomy salaryman shit.

Finished the Aristotle book. I need to read politics. This was tangential to my interest but I feel like it was a nice, bite-sized intro to his thinking patterns.
And it's one less thing weighing on my mind thankfully. Current book's a lot easier but it also feels quite a bit boring honestly because the author keeps repeating himself.

On the way home I picked up the three books I ordered in that buy 2 get 1 free deal and they are all very nice honestly. Okay, I confess that I'm a bit pissed that they seem to have fucked up one of the corners on a book and it looks ass but I didn't notice after picking them up because they were the bottom of the stack and even then if I make a fuss the retards can only cancel orders completely, I cannot just keep two and let the third one be exchanged. I'd all have to be storno'd and then re-ordered it's a huge mess and they were already late with the delivery anyway.
So yes I am anxious about that but I also kind of want to not care because the binding is fine which is all that matters.

Spent some time relaxing at home and then when it got dark I went out and watered the plants because I forgot to do it yesterday. Apparently the pool has a leak so it's never been more over than before.
Afterwards I had the best fucking run of my life and felt like I could take on a dozen people in a fight with my bare fucking hands.

Wanted to work on my translations today but the time just sorta passed by. But I think tomorrow will be the day when I sit down and actually produce something. For sure.

 No.18750 KONTRA

>>18743
I for one welcome the title changes because it shows that EC's moderation is by the people for the people. They are here with us, enjoying the site and not just running it.

 No.18751

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>>18746
Bro, you have to work on your fire hydrant and flag pole, lmao.

 No.18753 KONTRA

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>>18744
> posts about happy g*rman
> it's bavaria
Ach, Ernst.
/r/ bavaria ball to identify the larper

 No.18754


I usually try to keep politics out of the today thread, but now I can't hold back any longer: FREE CALISTHINE!

 No.18755 KONTRA

>>18749
Don't think we lurkers didn't notice you accidentally posted in the wrong thread and actually answered OP's question by leading with an example.

 No.18756 KONTRA

>>18753
Bavarians are also German. It's a happy German, what is your problem?

 No.18758

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Tried riding the bike this morning but apparently the back axle wasn't fixed properly so it slipped out a bit and the wheel got jammed. Had to spend another 10€ to get it fixed since I got stranded in Mitte.
The new room is a bit smaller but feels cozier since the bed is next to the window so I can sit on the windowsill and smoke. Got some used Logitech X230 speakers for 15€ once again so for now I'm just enjoying the simple pleasure of being able to chill in my own room and listen to loud music. Next I'll just have to recover my beamer setup.

Random thought I had today while riding the metro and walking about is that strangers here seem much more likely to hold some amount of eye contact. Makes you feel acknowledged as a person or something. I feel like in China/Asia people would stare at me but not really go for eye contact. Something I didn't think I'd miss.

 No.18759

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 No.18760 KONTRA

>>18759
Rainier Wolfcastle is Austrian, though. You know, Schwarzenegger parody and all that.
YOU FOOL

 No.18763 KONTRA

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Just woke up.
Am supposed to "work" tomorrow. First time in ~15 years. It's not real work. It's some café run by retards for retards. Officially it is an internship and i don't get monzeys maybe some tipps. It's run by retards by design; integration and stuff. Idiots like myself who failed at life and didn't manage to integrate within normal society. The customers are retards, because everything you can buy there is overpriced and nothing is made in-house; everything is just brought in from some big kitchen, who mass-produces.
The ambience is very nice, though. ..well, once the construction work all around the establishment has finished, prolly.
Already did a day of trial work. One of the retards didn't show up, because he sniffed too much Panzerschokolade. That's the pro thing. Orga/the people in charge are incompetent, but very friendly. They don't mind if you miss a day or two, but you have to communicate it. All the retards "working" there have some kind of problem they are trying to tackle. You can't pay those retards a normal wage, since they can't deliver normal labor.

I've set alarm for today already. Went to bad early (around midnight) and was lying in bed, awake, until ~6-7. I didn't even hear the alarm i've set. Am supposed to show up at location at 3/4 10. Not sure, if i manage to wake up on time tomorrow. I'm thinking of canceling. Could use the excuse of not being able to travel there, since the ticket i am supposed to get (reduced price, 25monzeys/month - and it is for whole of germany... why do i have to pay it myself and why am i getting a ticket for whole of germany?!) has to be applied for before the 15th and it is valid for the following month. when i had the energy to tackle the ticket/transport problem, it was already past the 15th... and i already had no monzeys in my account. If i am to travel via bus without that ticket, i need to pay over 10 monzeys every fucking day. i simply can't, srsly. I could travel via bike - even google knows it would be faster and no waiting times. but, hey, i am looking for an excuse here ;3
Oh, and for that public transport ticket i am supposed to have a smart phone. they actually expect me to take a photo of the certificate, that i can get a cheaper ticket, and send it to them. i also am supposed to install some app - not 100% necessary, i think. i actually need to fucking load/charge my phone for that shit, since my provider canceled my number for inactivity. i still have and had money on my prepaid, those fuckers. and minimum charge is 5 whole bucks. i need a few cents, max. now i have a balance of ~14,60 on my prepaid card. only ever charged 5 when needed. that practice should be illegal.

Alles ist so mühsam.

 No.18764

>>18763
>uses an expression like "draivierdel zehn"
>speaks ill of "retards"
No, Ernst, you are the retards.

 No.18765

>>18764
It is very hidden between the lines, so it might not be obvious, but he includes himself in the group of retards.

 No.18766 KONTRA

>>18763
The mighty super-neet has fallen.

 No.18767 KONTRA

>>18763
The mighty super-neet has fallen.

 No.18769

>>18763
You don't have any educational certs or why are they putting you in a café?

 No.18770

>>18769
And what would he do with those if he obviously can't function in a regular environment?

 No.18771

>>18770
A café is a rather regular work environment. At least chances would have been you get put into another evironment than a caf+e, maybe something more to NEETs liking. I mean he obviously was not happy about the environment. Maybe it is just work in general, I would understand.

 No.18773

How does Ernst physically protect their phone? A case? A foil for fingerprints and such? Or naked?

 No.18774

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>>18773
A thing like pic related and protection foil on the screen. The cheapest i could find on Amazon.

 No.18775

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>>18771
He specifically talked about a retard cafe though, which is certainly not a regular environment.
I can't imagine it having the same tone as a regular gastronomical venue has (in the backhouse).
I mean the point of a retard cafe is that the patrons will probably be more patient in the first place than in a regular cafe, so if an order is fucked up or takes too long they won't make as much of a fuss. Or I am completely wrong and you have assholes that would yell at some poor mongoloid for putting his fingers in his coffee.

 No.18776

>>18775
A café is not a restaurant though. Depends on how many people etc etc. To me it sounds like a regular work environment. Sure, cafés differ in size, style and service but it does not sound like a café rarely existing.

 No.18777 KONTRA

Work was fine. Though I got a very bad headache in the afternoon. Probably due to the weather. After work I went to the store to buy some stuff. I forgot to buy butter.
Making more progress with reading. Actually read a translation of that chapter from a sutra I was interested in, though this version seems a lot different than the Chinese one I found. (Well, considering it's using the Sanskrit...)
It's not as perfect of a narrative match as I thought for the manga but I definitely see at least some parallels in it. Gotta do some digging and ask someone into this shit if there's a Hungarian version of this readily available or not because if there isn't then I put it on my list.
Yes, I know my project numbers keep swelling. I just want to do this one chapter.
I just want to finish one by the end of summer. Just fucking one so that I can say I did something besides working.

Made some pizza dough.

 No.18779

What if time travel has actually been invented and the present we are living in is a consequence of people fucking around too much with time travel?

 No.18780

Ofc the t*nder date flaked, she had to take over coworker's shift, let's meet another time yadda yadda. It's so tiresome. Also trying hard not to take it personally that the girl from uni doesn't text back.
Wanted to put the new blackout blinds on my windows but the screw got blocked by sth and didn't go all the way through and I was already feeling so down that I just gave up and laid on my bed. Gonna ask my roommate for help and some shorter screws tomorrow.
Luckily a buddy texted me in the afternoon and we ended up going to a J-horror double feature in a dingy bar. Good movies, good beers. A bunch of concerts lined up for the weekend so I can keep busy.

>>18773
Spigen case is goated

 No.18781

>>18763
If the job sucks, quitting is a legitimate option, but give the opportunity a fair chance before making that decision. Right now, you know what your tomorrow will be like without a job. And the day after, and after. What's the risk in trying something different knowing you can back out at any time?

 No.18784 KONTRA

>>18765
> It is very hidden between the lines
< It's run by retards by design; integration and stuff. Idiots like myself
very hidden indeed.

 No.18786

>>18780
> flaked
She for railed by Murat instead.

The stupid cunt-whore thinks she can lie to you and you won't even notice. You give of maximum sub-beta vibes. Better kill yourself.(KEBAB HAS BEEN REMOVED FROM PREMISES)

 No.18788

>>18784
It is very subtle and hidden between the lines, but that Ernst might have been ironic.

 No.18789 KONTRA

I've arranged to go out on Saturday, but with a female wingman. This lady is an ex of mine, which speaks to what a good cult leader I could have been had I put my mind to it.

 No.18798 KONTRA

>>18789
>cult leader
Somebody told me that too once I think

 No.18800

2019 was five years ago.

 No.18802

>>18800
People born 30 years ago are already 30 years old

 No.18803 KONTRA

>>18800
1990 was 44 years ago.

 No.18805

>>18803
This post consists of 11 44 88 99 00.

One stray zero fucks it up though, universal harmony status: sullied.

 No.18806

>>18805
Where did you find the 11?

 No.18807

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>>18806
There are two 1's, good enough for me. I am not fazed by disorder.

Wait, the post in question has a single o. That's like a baby 0.

 No.18808

>>18807
>o is the same as 0
Are you a humanities pro, by chance?

 No.18809

>>18808
Of course I am. Every MINT pro is also a humanities pro by default. I mean no one would expect you to fight a lightweight match to prove something when you are already the world heavyweight champion.

 No.18810

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>>18805

> 01.08.24 16:16:15 No.18803
> >>18800
> 1990 was 44 years ago.
see attachment.
Wanted to post about the retardness at the café, because it is off the charts. Then I saw these two posts. I simply can't handle the retardness surrounding me.

Might do a lengthy blog post about my day, still.

>>18788
> that Ernst might have been ironic.
Thanks for the clarification; wouldn't have known without your help. I hope my post didn't came across as condescending towards the initial poster, who couldn't read plain text. /s
am salty af atm, gonna blow off some more steam in the blog post - if i find the energy/motivation to write. Erstmal reiben.

 No.18811

>>18810
Where did it start? What happened? Just what did ruin you like that?

 No.18813

Woke up earlier and baked a pizza for lunch. Packed my stuff and then left for work.
Had the same odd headache at times but then it sort of stopped once I left work.
Only event of not was that apparently my boss almost got her facebook stolen by a scam link and the was like
>Don't tell me what I should've done!
to which I replied
>I could only tell you what you shouldn't have done.
And we had a big laugh. I'm a real human bean. Having chitchat in the office.

Friends in the gc texted about how some fat retarded faggot of a public intellectual we follow for laughs basically has decided to open a "cultural coffee house" that aims to build a place for "political centrists" to "get together". So we're holding our next meeting there apparently. Prices are actually bearable.

Went and bought some more groceries, mostly stuff I forgot. The other store had EVEN CHEAPER coffee so I bought two packs. As of now, I have spent two hours of my wages on coffee this week.
I initially wanted to buy only one pack, but it was cheap and my mother's words sprung to my mind in a hypothetical situation where she'd have called me stupid for not taking advantage of this. I told her this and she said yes, I'd have been stupid. Still, she sent me to buy more tomorrow so that we can send a few packs to grandma in the retirement home.

Also picked up a volume of Fichte's selected writings.

Tried running. My left knee fucking hurt for some reason, but I decided to just power through and in the end I broke my record again. And my knee isn't hurting any more.

New deck is almost completed. Hopefully I can spend some time reading in the garden properly this weekend.

 No.18814 KONTRA

Allah, those airy thin summer pants women wear that cherish every ass enormously should be forbidden. Mamma Mia, there was an extraordinary case on the subway with her friends and I dropped every clear thought one could have after a working day.

 No.18815 KONTRA

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>>18810
You should jack off less.

>>18814
You should jack off more.

>>18813
Not sure about you.

 No.18816 KONTRA

>>18815
>You should jack off more.

Which is probably true. My desire to talk to her was greater, though.

 No.18818 KONTRA

>>18815
If you ask me the answer is always jacking off less.

 No.18819

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>>18818
>why yes, I fell for nofap and yourbrainonporn and all the other terminally online bullshit, how did you know?
Thoroughly americanized... 耻...

 No.18820

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>>18819
Nice trick but I will not give up my 精

 No.18821

>>18820
Yet you associate with communists... curious, I say.

 No.18822 KONTRA

I've yet to be rejected in requesting a number this year. It may seem good, this 100% success rate only tells me I'm not risking enough times.

 No.18824

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>>18822
Where do you even meet girls on the Portugal?

 No.18825

>>18824
This was at the laundromat. An unexpected upside of my laundry machine dying.

 No.18826 KONTRA

>>18825
I used the laundromat drying last winter and I never even encountered a woman my age range really, I think. I only got a smile from a teenager who was there with her mom once.

Give me some of your Portuguese ballsiness. That said I got rejected asking for numbers in the past, but I also had been successful. It's a really numbers game in another way and getting over yourself is the crucial part.

 No.18828

>>18800
I still think of 2019 when people say "last year". 2020s just feel like a long 2020.

>>18723
>Calisthenicianistas
Thought its a made up word in the same vein as supercalifragilisticaxpialidocious.

 No.18829 KONTRA

>>18585
>something like Ctext for Buddhist stuff

My go-to is cbeta: https://cbetaonline.dila.edu.tw

 No.18837

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My quad cramped yesterday. Never happened before. Sucked. Dehydration. Long day at work. Hot. Thought I was drinking enough. Seems fine this morning. We'll see how it holds up.

>>18813
My rule on pain is simple. If it exists before I start, I ignore it and run. If the pain begins while running, I stop.
Congrats on the new best.

 No.18842

Nothing to do at work for a few days in a row, have to wait until coworkers do their part of job.
Spending time studying French and reading guide about cunnilingus.

 No.18843

Started updating my CV since I want to get another temp job until October. Some routine would do me good I figure. Not sure I can scrap together enough willpower to finish the application today though.
Been listening to country music all day. Might get really into Johnny Cash. Or maybe deeper. How about Johnny Paycheck, ever heard about the guy?
My ass is depressed. Need to get back into the saddle again.

 No.18853 KONTRA

Nothing of note happened. Got paid for the week. My intestines hurt most of the day. Hopefully it passes.
Bought the coffee for grandma like mom asked me to. They were selling very cheap jaffa cakes for some reason so I got some for myself and my sister. Mom was elated that I did something apparently selfless.
I can hear the crickets outside. There's a lot to be done tomorrow.

 No.18855

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Doodled something.
Not even sure where I wanted to go with this.
It's not "finished" and it has no concept, but I also don't have enough skill to do more with it.

 No.18861 KONTRA

Went to a punk show yesterday with a buddy of mine. Bands were taking forever to start and he was chatting to some other friends of his I didn't know. He kinda tried to introduce me but I didn't really have it in me to join the conversation and then some (literally) r*tarded middle aged guy started pestering me and I didn't know how to get rid of him so I went outside to smoke. Just stood there for a while watching all the people chat to each other and when after finishing my beer the bands still hadn't started I just left and went home. Feels like I'm hitting a new mental health low. At least I won 3-1 at darts.
Got on okcupid and matched a couple cute girls. One texted me first but I can't even bring myself to respond. Gonna go work out tomorrow and hope that it'll improve my mood.

 No.18862 KONTRA

>>18861
>Just stood there for a while watching all the people chat to each other and when after finishing my beer the bands still hadn't started I just left and went home. Feels like I'm hitting a new mental health low.

Take it like weather. Easier said than done. Last week I did not archive what I wanted at my sport and I also failed chatting with a cute really. Not the chat I wanted it to be and maybe not what she wanted as well, but what do I know There will be other events, new chances for attempts to be social and to get to know somebody. It sounds stupid but putting yourself out there is a very important part, so good you even went.

 No.18863 KONTRA

I achieved most of my goals for today but I still felt like it was unfulfilling and frustrating.
Woke up, had breakfast, ran and then I set out to buy some stuff. My mother was going out too, so I tagged along with her but in retrospect I wish I had gone alone on foot. Got some lightbulbs for my desk lamp. Mostly just to keep in storage when I need a new one.
Afterwards I got a new alarmclock and a few candles at Ikea. The old alarm clock was getting really quiet for some reason and the moment something like this becomes unreliable it's useless so even though I feel bad about throwing it out because it "technically works" I actually am doing nothing wrong.
Honestly I like the stuff Ikea sells but I have an absolutely immense fucking dislike for their checkout area and all the people just cluttering the place.
With the candles they were selling a 20 pack of these very long ones and I was thinking "should I get those? I have a candle holder, it'd look cool" and I was fighting for a bit and took a deep breath and said "Just let it happen".

Also finally took back the plastic bottles to the whatever something machine that gives you back your deposit of 50HUF per bottle. Fascist Eurocommunism. Spent like 10 minutes trying to work the thing but in the end I did manage to get the deposit back and I totally wasn't ready to have a nervous breakdown over how I was forced to install an app on my phone if I want ACTUAL MONEY and not a store voucher.

While at the store I also checked if I actually had a good deal on that coffee at the other place or did I fall for some trick but no, it was an actually good deal. Better than expected. Greatest coffee deal in the history of coffee trading, maybe ever.

At home I had lunch and then I took a really long nap. Apparently in the meantime my father completed the deck. Mostly. There's a small part where the stones don't align and need to be filled with concrete so he will do that shit eventually and until then I still cannot put the desk back.
Of course now he realized what I told him that there's still like 40cm of the old deck left he didn't break apart and now he is going to take apart that and fucking create another waste pile now that he had one taken away last week and I am genuinely so fucking mad that this could have been taken away with that pile that time but no, "we will get to it son" and I was fucking right and powerless to stop it like I was genuinely about to fucking scream in agony that the entire fucking place looks like its owned by Gypsies because he cannot fucking finish anything and just piles up shit everywhere.

Parsed a bit of the Golden Light Sutra in Chinese. I think it won't take too long to complete a translation of this. Will probably turn out fine.
I had a copy of the chapter I want to study a bit deeper printed out. Wrote the title with that cheap calligraphy pen on the cover with my own hand and also stamped it with the seal I got from a friend with that red poisonous ink.
Also read a bit of manga but wasn't really feeling it.

One odd thing I've been thinking about is how mom will have surgery in two weeks and she's scared of dying. I'm scared of her dying too. Honestly I'd like to tell her I'm sorry I didn't empty the dishwasher as often as I could have. I'm fixating on this one bit of being unfilial. But if I told her this it'd be like as if I had already let her go or something and that feels like giving up and self-defeating in a spiritual sense.

Honestly I love alternating between having runner's high, megalomania and then anger and despair over the slightest thing not going towards my expectations in the day.

 No.18864

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Why is this so true and why are mechs, despite being an interesting concept in a vacuum, always so incredibly gay? Especially the anime ones.

 No.18865

>>18864
Why are mechs an interesting concept? I always thought that legs are an incredible weak point and being tall is also bad on a battle field

Regarding the questions: I don't know about mechs or anime, I avoid both because of the reasons listed above and because anime is gay and ponies.

 No.18866

>>18864
I’m not too big on mech stuff, but I always thought that the Japanese ones were at first about selling toys and later switched over to being about the people piloting them and their internal struggles with themselves and the place they occupy in society.
Basically the mechs themselves are just a way to place teenagers in war conditions without it feeling too real.

Western mechs seem to be a marginal genre unless I’m forgetting something very obvious. (Transformers probably doesn’t count.)

 No.18867 KONTRA

>>18866
According to this meme the metal gear would be a western mech

 No.18868 KONTRA

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>>18864
>>18865
>>18866
Terrible takes. Y'all should go watch Gundam before talking about mechs.

 No.18869 KONTRA

>>18868
No I will not watch Gundam because I don't think I would survive the potential for autism.

 No.18870

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>>18869
You've already seen LotGH so I don't think it could get any worse.
Gundam is all about the drama imho, it's strange to me that it's so associated with nerding out about the mech designs or whatever.

 No.18871

I am such a dedicated wage slave that I only get sick on days off.

 No.18874

>>18867
Well, Kojimbo is probably the biggest westaboo in existence, so...

 No.18876

>>18811
> Where did it start? What happened?
holy sheeeet. I've been rly, rly mad.
I still had an unopened letter, which came that exact day and i didn't manage to open it at that point in time.

something along ~"plz visit location x at time y. also, your fav 'Wohnhilfe' [housing support] is getting a copy of dis'
first time I've ever read that vocabulary. i wanted "ambulante, wöchentliche Betreueung" [at location, weekly baby sitting]. so i looked up, if those are the same or not. maybe they are using a different vocab for the same thingy? who knows. the GmbH (!!), who wants to do the AWB, didn't even have "Wohnhilfe" anywhere on their homepage (didn't find anything with ctrl+f). additionally, everyone told me all appointments are done…

wanted to ask the person, who was my typical go to person Ansprechpartner
> I am on vocation.
> dis be automated reply.

sooooo,… i've decided to write a somewhat lengthy, bad formulated shitpost e-mail with everyone in the CC instead of a blog post here :3
was mad already, but that was too much.
Still have no reply from anyone. my current assumption is, that someone simply did a wrong data entry or accidently send me the wrong letter?

maybe could/gonna redact all personal data and post here - you could auto translate. not gonna write a blog post on top of that stupid, hasty mail.
most definitely shouldn't have added that i need to smoke a lecker jointje to cool down after witnessing all those incompetent idiots at work. But it was 2nd night with barely any sleep and i was rly, rly pissed off :DD

 No.18878

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>>18876
>broken doper
>y other so incompetent >:(((((((((
lmao, have a sexually arousing picture to calm your tits

 No.18879

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Best of DB: you train runs late but your Anschlusstrain as well so you get both and only arrive with little delay at your destination.


>>18876
>i need to smoke a lecker jointje to cool down after witnessing all those incompetent idiots at work

I'm pretty sure some of your coworkers in that café could supply you with that item.

 No.18880 KONTRA

Most of the day was just plain bad and I was angry. Had a pretty okay nap and then I managed to work on some translations and also read some. Not even running made my mood better, it just ended up making me angrier about my problems.
The new alarm clock is working very well. Spent some time talking with friends on discord.

I just really want the fucking deck to be finished but with mom going to the hospital soon, my hopes are pretty low. Honestly that's making me anxious too.
Music helps. A bit.

 No.18881 KONTRA

I bought a car recently, and I do not like it. I felt more free without the car. It's not really the cars fault, there's nothing wrong with the car. It's literally not the car, it's me.

 No.18885

>>18881
What did you think when you were buying it?

I'm thinking of buying a car for gf after we marry for driving children. Public transport is good here but transportating babies in it may be hard. On the other hand, how often do you need to go somewhere far away with a baby or toddler? Isn't it cheaper and easier to take a taxi each time?

 No.18886 KONTRA

>>18885
>What did you think when you were buying it

I thought that the trains do not run on time, if they run at all, that every time I try to leave this small town, I risk being stuck in a train station or at a bus stop in the middle of nowhere for hours on end, possibly over night, that I can't very well cycle 25km or even 50km to a job interview, and how am I going to change jobs when I can't even get to the interview without being soaking wet from rain or sweat, etc. And these are the mere practicalities, of course it also complicates having a social life.

This is a railway-hub, but the federal railways are now unreliable to the point where they can't be of much use to anyone. They cancel entire links for months on end due to constructions, they are stripped of personnel, whenever someone falls ill, they cancel trains or stop servicing lines, their rolling stock has been neglected for decades, and they can only dispatch with a totally insufficient number of wagons, so people have to stand, and politicians have made tickets so cheap that low-lives with nothing to do and asylum-seekers overcrowd the trains night and day.

This is what system collapse looks like. But there's always ample money for public broadcasting, an insane number of orchestras and choirs, somali rocket scientists, and other hobbies of goodthinkful suburban boomers.

 No.18887

>>18885
>Isn't it cheaper and easier to take a taxi each time?
Taxis are expensive in Germany. Last time I used a taxi, I paid 30€ for 8km, and that's when you start at a taxi stand. If I wanted to go to the next town over by taxi, I'd be out of 120€ easy.

 No.18890

>>18887
Wow, that's a lot.

https://www.german-way.com/yes-theres-uber-in-germany-but/
Here there is analog of Uber (Yandex.Taxi) and no tax-drivers' special licenses or unions. On the other hand, cars are expensive because of sanctions and import tariffs.

Well, if you have kindergarten and school and doctor near your home and need a ride biweekly, for instance to grandparents, then it'll cost you 1500 euro per year. And a modest car costs 15.000 euro. So it's the same since by 10 years your child will be old enough to use public transport comfortably. But that's in case of one child.

- car needs parking and maintenance and so on
+ no need to interact with churcel drivers

 No.18896

>>18887
Envirocommis don't want you to have easy access to a personal motorized chauffeur. Thank dog Americanization Uberfication will bring an end to this fascist anti-exhausts regime and cheap brown chauffeurs will be ready for everybody until remigration is done. Germany will sparkle only with fine particulates in the air.

 No.18897

>>18890
>churcel
Will the solution to global car ownership be the creation of a dedicated class of delivery drivers? Are we saving the world by cultivating a caste of faceless untouchables or will every well established Ernst be roped and dragged to his death behind an underpowered scooter to a cheering crowd of independent delivery contractor?

 No.18898

>>18897
>creation of a dedicated class of delivery drivers
Already exists

 No.18900

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In the future, you won't have a delivery driver or taxi slave of flesh behind the wheels but a robot which is distance-controlled by poor people in poverty-stricken poorhouses around the world's poor belt. This was the hidden agenda behind all the singularity talk, all the promises stifled, the mask of venture capital narration: unveiled like the hair of a Persian woman in the last uprise in Iran.

 No.18901

>>18896
>Envirocommies
Envirocommies, lol. This is hardly about the environment. Taxi driver is a job that had few productivity gains in the last say 80 years. The cost of products that see slim productivity gains rises faster than overall inflation. In Germany, of course, the effect is amplified by high taxation.

>>18898
But as long as their is an ample supply of low-skill low-wage immigrants, things will only grow worse. It's no surprise that those who order most from amazon and who have the most food delivered are usually self-righteous no-nations-no-borders young urban hipsters.

Maybe if we get enough Africans, Claudius and Emma can actually afford to have their weekly shopping delivered by cargo-bicycle, and then, we will truly live in the best of all Germanies, right?

>>18890
Uber is a prime example of bogus self employment. They have been called innovative, but I have no idea what's innovative about tax evasion. It's been around for as long as there have been taxes.

 No.18902

>>18898
It's not solved the car ownership issue, though.

 No.18903

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>>18901
>This is hardly about the environment.

LoL. You don't know anything about our red light deep state and its mechanics, little sheeple. Sleep tight.


>those who order most from amazon and who have the most food delivered are usually self-righteous no-nations-no-borders young urban hipsters.


It's lower to middle-class family fathers located on the outskirts of a city boomers in other words. Also, Russo-Germs are ordering the most in online shops. They are very self-righteous when it comes to consuming products.

 No.18904

>>18903
Ach halt einfach dein dummes Maul.

 No.18905

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>>18904
You can't stand a honest worker sharing his experience of using his whole body to move things around with his bare hands? Sweating while pushing cat litter, fragrances, books, small electronics parts clothing, wine, fitness devices and all that shit having a calculate 90 seconds to get the job done each time? To people who vote CDU, think black people are suspicious and that want a little fun on their life? A new top, the new book by Kopp Verlag, that smart watch or the plastic toy your daughter wanted when she looked over your shoulder while you scrolled Ebay to relieve some stress after work?

The only sweat you know comes from anfrily typing word sequences that aim to prove your moral superiority to others below you. The pale citoyen can only lose. Remember that, boy.

 No.18909 KONTRA

>>18905
> Mimimi ich hatte einen Drecksdschob für Kanaken wegen den Grünen
Alter.

 No.18919 KONTRA

>>18909
Handelt es sich bei deinen Verständnisschwierigkeiten um genetische Dummheit?



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