No.21575
Eating eggs again. With toast. The only thing I can stomach this past week. Tried a few other dishes, nothing sits right. Other than my appetite, most symptoms of illness fade with Tylenol. Strange it persists. I am rarely sick more than a day or two.
>>21565To you as well, ernst.
No.21576
>>21574>making a profile is so cringeLmao, I installed Hinge yesterday after a friend advised me to, but entering all the info to create the profile was pissing me off so much already that I gave up. Instead reinstalled Okcupid and got a match with a cute girl.
I was having a bit of meltdown trying to come up with something interesting to text her but then a buddy called me up to go out. Thought I might as well go out and meet some people irl, but little did I know that I was going to be barhopping with a group of middle aged lesbian moms on ketamine and a gay Indian dude until morning. It was fun to develop this weird camarederie with this random group of people throughout the night. But also cocaine is a hell of a drug. Gotta watch that I don't pick up a habit.
No.21577 KONTRA
>>21576Sounds fun tbh. But on the other hand thinking about the comedown I would have declined.
Okcupid is a good idea. I will probably download that and Tinder and Hinge at different times and check them out. I have a suggestion of cute spanish grill but no likes REEE
not that she will match with me anyway :DDDGoing to sleep now. I will probably do nithing on NYE because the only contact in this city I have that is here and that I know well enough to ask is sick and maybe not ready until tomorrow
it would mean going to a club, which I'm not super fond of No.21578 KONTRA
>>21574>Funny to think it may be the same the other way around You are only realizing now that 80% of men are sub-beta garbage and genetical refuse? Cope or rope, Yence.
No.21579
>>21574I installed Bumble too recently. I only matched with a sound engineer, with whom I ruined the conversation by sounding cold, and a girl 10 years older than me whom I found so attractive wrote to her ignoring the age gap. They both stopped responding weeks ago and I’ve seen most of the profiles in my surroundings.
No.21580 KONTRA
>>21579Already running out of choices that fast sounds tough.
I just cast a wide net with a bracket from 20-40 in a big city, though I get more older women which I guess is because of the womens age settings? Since I don't look my age in the street I usually get lols from younger women.
The problem is that most of these profiles really don't sound interesting to me. It strikes me as very normie. At least she should be visibly pop culture and "alternative"
by which I mean the uniform outfits and hair cuts some have No.21582
>using dating apps, ever
No wonder you guys are like that.
Or are you using dating apps because you are like that?
No.21584
>>21583The year of the soldering iron
No.21585 KONTRA
>>21583It was an "intelligent year".
Get it right!
No.21586 KONTRA
>>21583Year of the noose.
No.21587
>>21585Sail back to the mainland, Norman
No.21589
2025 will hopefully not be a lonely year.
>>21585Proof of Ernst succesful.
No.21590
>>21589Ernst would also like to have a GF, but he doesn't want to deal with social stuff, like visiting her parents and playing board games on Saturday evening with other couples. He only wants it for homely things like cooking together, cuddling and
SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEGS, but otherwise no further impairment on his life.
Basically Ernst wants a GF but also doesn't.
No.21591
>>21590There are prostitutes that give you the "girlfriend experience". Sounds like the thing you want.
No.21592
>>21591That's for ultimate losers and pretty disgusting.
Imagine kissing a prostitute, while she hates you and just wants to go back to her pimp as quickly as possible, to give him your money, suck his dick and have him shit in her whore-mouth, which you are kissing.
No.21593
>>21591Absolutely not. The mere thought of the girl not really wanting it totally ruins it for me, no chance I'd ever touch a prostitute, no matter how well she delivers the GF experience. It's a personal thing though, might work well for others, who don't share that sentiment.
No.21594
>>21593Understandable. I wouldn't want to sex a whore or roleplay having a relationship with one either, but there's a reason why it's such a successful industry. Enough people don't mind.>she hates you and just wants to go back to her pimp as quickly as possible, to give him your money, suck his dick and have him shit in her whore-mouth
No.21595
>>21593That's your problem. You're a people pleaser, a sub-beta homo who worries about what women want. Women can smell that, and they are disgusted by your weakness.
If you can't even assert yourself towards women, how can you ever hope to make it in the world of men? By bending over and be a gay little prison bitch? Did you make this whiny little homo-post so I would fuck your pink little boy pussy until it twitches?
Women's feminist bullshit is just a collective shit-test. Don't believe it. Women always flock to the strongest men.
Read this excerpt from a feminist newspaper.
https://www.emma.de/artikel/ich-war-prostituierte-die-wahrheit-kannst-du-dir-nicht-leisten-266192Woman cries that no man can fuck her like her pimp did, and no one will ever be able to measure up to him.
To a woman, no man can ever measure up to the man who dominates and abuses her. He positions himself far above the woman and other men, and women want men they can look up to, not gay little touchy-feely prison-bitches who talk about their gay little fee-fees for hours on end.
If you cannot accept that, there's always a resolution nearby where you can get your pink little boy-pussy filled with cum.
Now say thank you to the nice uncle who explained the world to you, like a good little boy. (Or is it girl? Honestly, I can't tell.)
No.21599 KONTRA
>>21595Thank you Dr. Sommer
No.21600
>>21594Yeah, a lot of people don't seem to mind. Fun fact: The hottest thing about a girl in my opinion is when she shows affection towards me. Not saying looks aren't important, but I would be way more interested in a decent looking girl who likes me than in a 10/10 who I've just met. Don't really know why, it always worked that way for me.
>>21595Ok cool.
No.21601
>>21600it's not that the Johns don't mind.
There are sadists who want the prostitute to be disgusted.
There are idiots who fool themselves into thinking that the prostitute likes them, at least a little. Even if they just paid for her to pretend she likes them.
No.21602 KONTRA
I feel very old using the apps. I thought I would comment one of these question prompts
she beats me in being chronically late but apparently, I just opened the overall chat after matching with "god help me", kek. Well, she wrote back.
>>21590You need to find somebody that also hates visiting parents and whose personal hell is boardgame night with two other couples.
I can understand the sentiment, though. While I don't mind visiting parents if they are ok
I have done so in the past the imagination of a couple's night makes me uncomfortable. I'm not anti-social though
No.21603
Reading Ernst postings about women and relationships is always funny
No.21606
>>21590> visiting her parentsYes, that sucks. Moreover, her dad and sister seem to be just as unenthusiastic as I am. It's her mum who is instigator of such meetings but she also doesn't have a good time and is fairly anxious.
I'll probably limit such events to 1-2 times a year. Over that limit gf can just see them without me if she wants to.
Roughly the same situation with my relatives. They often come to the city (unlike her family always sitting in suburbs) so it doesn't take a whole day to meet with them. But you can't satisfy mom with meetings in restaurants, she wants you to come to her place. We'll visit my parents during winter holidays, and I agreed to that solely because my sister with her husband will come there from another city: it's a rare opportunity, and also I want to consult with her about organizing marriage, choosing rings and so on.
> playing board games on Saturday evening with other couplesThings like that happened once on her initiative and couple of times on my initiative. Usually we spend time with each other besides paying tribute to relatives.
No.21612
Happy New Year from Poland.
No.21615
NYE was fine. Met some pals, no alcohol, good food, only outside in the cold for the fireworks, and back home fairly early. Couldn't ask for more. Well, I could ask for big tiddy GF and three months vacation, but that seem to be unreasonable expectations.
>>21613Happy new year Ernst!
>>21612Do siego roku, KURWA!
No.21617
Happy New Year!
May it bring luck and wisdom for those willing to embrace it.
No.21618
Happy new year, Ernst.
Stay healthy and happy, and if you aren't, become.
Let this be the year of the soldering iron.
No.21631
>>21626>the weather was exceptionally lousySame here. Rain and darkness seemingly without end.
But today, there are moments of blue sky and sunshine and real shadows, which feel like a sight last seen long ago. The sun doesn't shine on my windows because other buildings, but from my windows I am able to see places where it does, when it does.
No.21633
>>21626Stayed in as well, first time. Somehow relaxing tbh. Chatted with a depressed chick who hates NYE on okc but it went nowhere in the end.
May 2025 be a year of not being alone.
No.21634 KONTRA
>>21631>But today, there are moments of blue sky and sunshine and real shadowsOh really? I should open my curtains :DDD I think they have been closed since NYE. Luckily I can get quite some sun when it shines here.
No.21635
>>21626It's probably safer to stay inside. I feel like people are getting dumber and more aggressive with their fireworks by the year.
Apparently, it's not fun unless someone can get hurt.
No.21639
>>21638Inbred Provinzseppel detected. Why do retarded villagers even post on the internet? Go do some Catholic magic with incense or maybe fuck your cousin or do some Hitler salutes.
No.21640
The fastest way to write a paper is to just stream of consciousness words onto paper and searching the generalities of what you wrote so you can find references to what you wrote. I wonder what kind of grade I'll get on this one.
No.21647 KONTRA
I woke up afrer 4 hours of sleeping but I was insanely well rested. I woke up an hour before my alarm rang even.
And then I spent the rest of the day in good mood because I managed to fix my internet connection. I wasn't really hungry, nabbed on a few blocks of chocolate, skipped lunch until late in the afternoon.
Got some money for Christmas so I am going to get the iPod repaired for larp purposes. Shouldn't be that expensive. Going to town tomorrow. Might end up picking up a book too.
Also indulged and bought a second Tarot deck.
Finished another batch of the story in Persona 3. I'm getting the hang of the game.
Lot of fun even if it has a lot more grinding in it than Persona 5.
Translated two paragraphs and inserted them into the essay. Tomorrow I'll finish it.
Slow and steady.
Being a real academic badboy and just citing Engels to own the libs.
Also reading Xi in the original Chinese for it is kinda exciting. I mean sure he's obviously not an adventure novel author or anything but I sorta feel like I'm getting my appetite for China studies back even though my consumption of materials is still badly unbalanced in favour of Japanese stuff rn.
Also gonna have to buy some groceries because there's barely anything home after the holidays.
Mom seems to be sick again, she apparently almost fainted after a migraine episode in the morning.
No.21649 KONTRA
>>21648I realize the person in the illustrative picture looks like a 12yo boy. Focus on the hair please
No.21650
>>21648>Though two times already she called me by her boyfriend’s name and called her boyfriend by my name while I was absent once.So, you're telling me there's a chance...
I have always loved ponytails. Recently noticed a woman at work wearing one low and loose. Perfect style, imo.
No.21651 KONTRA
>>21648There is no escaping the friendzone.
No.21655
>>21648>>21649You should watch less anime.
No.21664 KONTRA
>>21650I like loose ponytails a lot too. Women’s hair is something so beautiful and mysterious.
>>21655>you should watch less animeLast one I’ve seen for the first time was Lain 2 years ago.
The style is inexact it’s more an indicator of the length. For example, my friend tucked her hair behind her ears, she has bigger volume, more hair and more "organized" strands.
No.21670 KONTRA
Helped out with grocery shopping. Then I wasted the entire day online and on video games.