/int/ - certified time wasters

>>15546
>she makes more money than you
yes
>holiday flirt
No, I love her and we will be together forever and ever. Kontra.

>>15544
>Now I'm thinking of a theoretical basis to argue against racemixing
"It's race treason when women do it", how does that sound?

>>15550
Reactionary thought, not dialectical, outdated modes of thinking, etc.

>>15545
It wasn't meant as an insult, but merely as an expression of deeper understanding.
I am so glad I modern internet didn't exist during my formative years.

>>15551
Says the soon to be Macaomaxxer Portuguese

>>15551
How about I go to Shanghai and take her from you? Would that be dialectical enough?

t. rich teutonic girltaker

>>15554
No, what would be dialectical would be exploring the legal contradictions between the particularly abhorrent nature of the crime of homicide and the sentencing for such crimes of passion in this republic being 8 years, with the possibility of early release.

>>15552
I don’t think you got deep understanding about anything, else than you linked my whiny behavior with a site you don’t like. Which I barely spent six months lurking three years ago.

>>15558
Struck a nerve there, huh? It's ok, most life-changing events are usually short and intense. Getting an idea into someone's head only takes a moment.
Plus, pay attention: I just said "that explains a lot", not "everything". You being a francophone swiss explains everything.
I don't expect you getting your mental health problems from any chan, but spending any amount of time on any chan definitely doesn't help, especially if it's pol, pol-associated or the leftwing mirror image of pol.

>>15559
If an online space's holds some resbonsibility for my deteriorated mental health it would be kohlchan. I'm not fond of my use of internet before 20 either

>>15561
>k*hlchan
that explains even more :-DDDDDDDDD

>>15544
Why can't you settle down with a single woman?

>>15563
She is single, though.

>>15564
Sorry, I'm ESL. I mean with one woman.
Why chase new woman every month?

>>15565
He's a southerner, it's in his genes.

>>15565
If any of them would take me for good, I'd stay with them. I'd surrender it all for this one.

>>15566
Racist! And rude!

>>15567
>Racist! And rude!
Yoooo ese I called you a stallion, stay calm mang

I'm so fucking drunk Ernst like I submitted it and I had like a bottle of wine and some vodka and I'm listening to all sorts of totalitarian songs and the universe is in harmony.

>>15570
Congrats, sehr gut Kamerad!

Had to drive my brother around today. Totaled his car last week and has yet to line up a new one.

>>15572
What do they serve in American restaurant? Do they have menu online?

>>15573
That restaurant was next to the lot where his car was stored, but we didn't eat there. I just thought the flag/eagle mural was amusing.

Also, the police were not actually holding his car, so I don't know why it was in this lot.

>>15505
> I'm for public transport, free college and progressive taxes, but I'm racist. Am I a right-winger?
I recently had the stupid idea of mathematically proving that a 2-party political system can't be called a democracy.

as soon as you model political believes in more than a single dimension ("left" and "right") and add another dimension, e.g. authoritarian and libertarian, you have an area of political believes.

with 2 points you can only model a line.
a line has no area.

therefor, with a 2 party system you cover exactly 0% of the area any political spectrum has.

q.e.d.

...

Ernst, what have u been up to the last few months? :3

>>15578
Good thing I am not a mathematician, or this post would give me an aneurysm.

>>15579
Why? It ended with q.e.d.

Btw. mathematics is sexist anyway because I think i looks like a dick and they use i for the complex unit, therfor, mathematics is sexist and racist and mathematicians should get aneurysms.

q.e.d.

>>15580
What looks like a dick?

>>15581
as far as i understood the letter "i".

don't worry, he is just talking about imaginary things anyway.

Honestly I expected a kind of catharsis after this but ultimately I just submitted it, I got fucked up with a bottle of wine.
The weather turned bad and my mood soured with it.

People are stalling the Classical Chinese class by asking questions to the lecturer. I’m wasting my time.
I need to get out this slump as soon as possible.

>>15582
You cheeky cunt

I woke up with the right side of my back hurting, and it kept getting progressively worse throughout the day. Tried hanging thinking it'd just "pop" but nothing changed. I genuinely wonder what I fucked up because I didn't exercise at all yesterday.

After waking up I baked the rosemary bread I prepared last night and had some of it for breakfast/lunch and then had a strong coffee. Opened a new pack and I bought a different type now and I honestly do feel the difference in taste.

Ran in to the professor during my commute and we discussed my thesis and such. He reminisced a bit about how he wrote this 50 years ago. Honestly it was very interesting that apparently he just typed it out and afterwards "editing" meant that he'd literally cut pages up and glue a paragraph into a different place. All of which took out a massive amount of space because he worked with around 150 pages of material.

Went to the library before class and picked up a Nietzsche volume. It was pretty old and nobody seemed to have borrowed it in quite some time because it didn't have that magnetic anti-stealing sticker in it yet.
The inside of the front cover has a sticker that says "Gift of the Government of the German Reich - 1942" so this edition is Hitler approved apparently. Stickers like these are endlessly amusing. The same's true for when I come across a book that belonged to a former socialist institution like "Party School of the Hungarian Socialist Worker's Party". (Or like a few weeks back I found a book that belonged to the "Imperial Consulate of Japan".)
The Nazis are long gone but the book is still here.

It's long as fuck so I will probably just flip through 1-2 of the interesting chapters and then take it back.

Honestly I'd be in a pretty fucking good mood if my back didn't randomly hurt when I make a more unusual move.

>>15591
Boy, go see a doctor NOW.
Don't let a blocked vertebrae fuck your back up like it fucked up mine just because I didn't go and get cracked. Could have spared me a lot of pain and rehab.

>>15592
I can't "pop" it out because it's explicitly not the spine as I've found it, but rather an odd muscle-cramp like thing 3-4 centimetres to the right of it.
I think I'd be shitting bricks if it was the spine.

>>15593
Muscle cramps like that can originate in the spine.
It can go like this:
Blocked vertebrae -> nerve pinched -> muscle cramped -> nerve pinched even more

That's exactly what lumbago is and what led to me still not having full motor control in my left shin a good three years after the fact.

>>15594
>>15593
Oh and to add, I still have pain from time to time and it is also a few cm to the side, but it definitely comes from the spine.

I just saw the most beautiful woman I’ve seen in months, long blond hair, perfect nose, deep eyes and she had a bag with a big fucking hammer and sickle on the back.

>>15591
>Gift of the Government of the German Reich - 1942
That’s very fun. I don’t think I’ve met anyone irl who claimed to be Nietzschean and who was not indecently socially retarded. I

>>15591
>I honestly do feel the difference in taste
Soon you will be a connoisseur, easily distinguishing between fine coffee roasts and the common man's everyday caffeinated swill.

st.ill drinks both


Also, unexpected English in pic. Is that common?

>>15596
>and she had a bag with a big fucking hammer and sickle on the back

Knowing that you are in your early 20s makes this somehow amusing to read.

>>15583
>Honestly I expected a kind of catharsis after this but ultimately I just submitted it

Congrats. But as the one German said, these academic works are just that, some academic works. It is a milestone whose meaning will quickly vanish the further you go. That is my experience. I still felt glad when I turned in stuff every time. No catharsis, just a relatively freeing pressure drop.

>>15599
>It is a milestone whose meaning will quickly vanish the further you go. That is my experience
Can confirm, despite being a great accomplishment, it fades rather fast in the face of the challenges that lie ahead, which usually is looking for a job and establishing oneself in your new position. Since you likely will end up in an environment where most people have an academic grade under their belt, it's nothing special any longer. Tbh I was really surprised that no recruiter ever cared about my grades after I was done with university, they didn't even ask.

Still, >>15583 should enjoy it while it lasts, it's well deserved after finishing such a big chunk of work.

Here's a handy chart that pretty accurately explains why you're feeling less smart with more education

>>15601
Me, Renaissance man.

>>15578
Both is PCA reduction of all possible political views. Space doesn't matter because not all areas have similar density. There is much more generic boomers/libs than neoreactionary vegan queer-tankies.

>>15600
>enjoy it while it lasts, it's well deserved after finishing such a big chunk of work.

Yes, absolutely. My post was not about taking the enjoyment but contextualizing a cathartic expectation. It will certainly glow for a while.

>usually is looking for a job and establishing oneself in your new position.

I'm waiting for this one atm and I fathom it will be a completely different challenge because it is more about learning about team dynamics, formal and informal practices, and all that jazz and less about knowledge that is useful in excelling in academic examinations for example. University just prepared by learning to learn.

Well today was good I guess. I woke up and my back felt really fucked up but then it suddenly stopped hurting by the evening basically besides some right residual pain so that’s done and dealt with.
My father actually gave me some painkillers but I decided not to take them. I mean it wasn’t unbearable to begin with and if it’s so bad I take a painkiller for it then I should get it checked anyway.

Chinese class went fine, the teacher called my performance actually good for the first time ever instead of just “not bad”.
I felt rather sick by the end of class because I had like a piece of bread with coffee for breakfast and some tea so I was hungry. Went to the library to pick up a book I requested and then went home to have lunch and also to sleep some.

I had to go back to the city earlier because I promised I’d be on the team for the Far Eastern Institute’s “Quiz night”. There were a lot of teams and we finished 4th.
During the “Music” section we were tasked with identifying music and at one point a track started and in the beginning it had a bell toll and everyone eagerly waited for it to earnestly start but as the bell tolled for the second time I just blurted out
>Sailor Moon?
And then the theme song actually started and all the girls at the table looked at me completely bewildered and then I realized what I did and burried my face in my hand as they laughed
>I mean Ernst, I could have said it too 20 seconds later but you knew it based on the first two sounds :DDDDD
>I’m never going to live this down am I?
But otherwise it wasn’t malicious or anything, they just found it odd and it was good banter.

A former university classmate was there and during a break we ended up talking. It was like the 4th fucking time someone offered me a Chunghwa cigarette and I finally took it and I smoked it. I smoked a Chinese cigarette and yeah, I don’t fucking know how to smoke I guess and I’m never doing it again. But I didn’t drink anything.

After this was concluded I travelled back to college with the others and discussed the Tan Dun concert a bit and also got into a disagreement over the new Nibelungenlied translation with that Jap studies girl who rejected me because she heard the lecture of the translator who published the new version. As she got off I shouted “I respect your opinion” and she replied “Me too.” and in unision we ended up saying “Even if I don’t agree.”

At college I watched the last two episodes of that anime we started with the group and then stayed a bit to discuss picking a show for the next session and ultimately we came up with nothing but I had a good discussion with another guy about Japanese animation even if he said that
>The Tatami Galaxy is good if you’re maybe 14

I socialised a lot today and one part of me is very satisfied that I did well and went out with people and laughed a lot but another part of me is always deeply dissatisfied after I’m done for some reason. I don’t know why, but my feelings weren’t in harmony as I left to catch the last bus.

The thesis left a hole in me I think. Nothing feels right and I think I will do something tomorrow instead of just lazing around. And then when I’m doing something, things will be right again. I need to feel a kind of fire again.

>>15610
>. I smoked a Chinese cigarette and yeah, I don’t fucking know how to smoke I guess and I’m never doing it again. But I didn’t drink anything.
lmao
Btw, all the cool kids are shooting heroin, why don't you? Come on, it's just a bit of heroin, nothing bad, you'll feel all calm afterwards.
Then weÄre going to jump off the bridge, sounds fun, eh?

>>15610
> I don’t know why,

Do some guesswork at least. That would be interesting and helpful for you.
This is a familiar situation for me and there can be several reasons why a rather satisfying event sequence/situation still has sort of negative feelings mixed in. I found out some reasons why that is and it is helpful to know these. These negative feelings are either trying to tell you something or they might be the result of self-critical talk, which is not very helpful.

Why hasn't humanity domesticated foxes and other canids like it did with dogs? Is any work being done on it?

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Domesticated_silver_fox
Oh cool
But haven't they become mainstream pets?

>>15618
*WHY haven't